long time cuming
well i know its been a really long time. from my last post. but ive been really busy. trying 2 keep myself 2gether and help my boyfriend throught stuff.
well where 2 start i havent cut in nelly 6 months which is greet. but its getting harder at the moment as im goin throught sum mad stuff. well not really i just feel really sad and lonley even tho i have my boyfriend and stuff. im feeling really low and ive been crying alot for no reason at all. ever time i close my eye all i can see is pic of self harm. its scarying me alil bit.
ive been eating normal for the last few week. not a good thing at all. ive put on 3lbs. its really bad. ive gone all the way back up 2 91lbs. :( so i guess its back 2 watching wot i eat. i hate this so much. i just want 2 be happy with myself and my life.
not so worryed if i dont fit in 2 a size 4 or 6. i dont want 2 feel bad coz ive had a cocolate bar or a cookie.
well on a happy note me and rich had your frist year of knowing each other last month. it dosnt seem that long at all.but so much as happen in the last year.
ive had my hair cut 2 and ive dyed it grren. its well good it glows in uv blacklight. :)
well where 2 start i havent cut in nelly 6 months which is greet. but its getting harder at the moment as im goin throught sum mad stuff. well not really i just feel really sad and lonley even tho i have my boyfriend and stuff. im feeling really low and ive been crying alot for no reason at all. ever time i close my eye all i can see is pic of self harm. its scarying me alil bit.
ive been eating normal for the last few week. not a good thing at all. ive put on 3lbs. its really bad. ive gone all the way back up 2 91lbs. :( so i guess its back 2 watching wot i eat. i hate this so much. i just want 2 be happy with myself and my life.
not so worryed if i dont fit in 2 a size 4 or 6. i dont want 2 feel bad coz ive had a cocolate bar or a cookie.
well on a happy note me and rich had your frist year of knowing each other last month. it dosnt seem that long at all.but so much as happen in the last year.
ive had my hair cut 2 and ive dyed it grren. its well good it glows in uv blacklight. :)