My baby is gone...
Today was pretty good, i was excited to hear that my corset came in and i fitted it..its pretty much perfect i think. Went to work just kinda tired and yea i'm being trained as a salesperson now which i think is BS...grr now i won't get to cook unless its the weekend....grrr. Oh well the more i learn the better i get right?
Well here is the tragic part...
Mom told me on the way home she found a dead cat that might belong to us in our front yard...i was like no its probably another neighbors cat...which is still sad anywho. Well i get home and find out it was ours...it was Angel. I didn't start crying until like 20 minutes later when memories flew through me and realized she wouldn't be walking onto my stomach/chest anymore...then i cried when i got home from work...it was like losing my child cause i was there for her and took care of her since she was born...I look at the pictures and i cry so hard, just writing this hurts my heart. But i love her and she is gone into a better happier place i hope. I will just never be able to feel her soft silky fur against my cheek anymore...i hope i can deal...i have six more cats atleast right? Why does it hurt me so much? .....
I Love you Angel! I'm so sorry I couldn't be there for you when u were hurt!!!
*we think she was hit with a car and she crawled in front of the tree in front of our house...man...*
How much I wish i could pet her one last time...and hear her meow...
~EV~
Well here is the tragic part...
Mom told me on the way home she found a dead cat that might belong to us in our front yard...i was like no its probably another neighbors cat...which is still sad anywho. Well i get home and find out it was ours...it was Angel. I didn't start crying until like 20 minutes later when memories flew through me and realized she wouldn't be walking onto my stomach/chest anymore...then i cried when i got home from work...it was like losing my child cause i was there for her and took care of her since she was born...I look at the pictures and i cry so hard, just writing this hurts my heart. But i love her and she is gone into a better happier place i hope. I will just never be able to feel her soft silky fur against my cheek anymore...i hope i can deal...i have six more cats atleast right? Why does it hurt me so much? .....
I Love you Angel! I'm so sorry I couldn't be there for you when u were hurt!!!
*we think she was hit with a car and she crawled in front of the tree in front of our house...man...*
How much I wish i could pet her one last time...and hear her meow...
~EV~