Rantings of a UNIQUE girl...(in shauna's words)
Well today was pretty much fun...had a good day at school except when i reach to USH and get reminded that i fucking suck in it...
Pretty eyes words: "i am very dissappointed in you elaine.."
me:"I know I am a failure don't have to rub it in!"
Then stayed after school to practice a lil with Katie P. Went fairly well until a lil chat I had with a certain friend...I don't feel I am up to giving good advice so plz people bare with me when I say sorry I am not certain that my advice is good or not...But it was however nice to feel wanted again cause I haven't felt that feeling in like a freaking loooong ass time.
"But I like your advice." -----really touched me.
Continueing....
Went to engage and meet Breanne, Katie C. and Nathan D. there(also Aaron Hodges - funny ass dude) ...was scared to go in cause i didn't see ne1 I knew outside but FEAR ONLY HOLDS US BACK so went inside and followed the sound of music and there were my friends!! Got there, watched the group ____FOR U...forgot the name but it was an act of five people singing the Backstreet boys song I WANT IT THAT WAY...hahah it was freakin hilarious. Then for the last hour watched a "life moving" vid of How to prove Jesus actually existed...was quite enthrilling if that's the right word. But im still a doubter...sorry!
Now I sit here talking with Shauna on the internet about issues in life...i love drama don't u?!
I realize that I have no friends who have the same interests in music or movies...so shauna tells me I am unique...yea but its gets lonely sometimes...Disturbed is having a concert in a few weeks and I want to go but none of my friends like em so...therefore I stop myself from having fun.
This is the end of a Unique girls ranting BON SOIR!