i gotta be honest
Today is like the best day i've had in a while now. It's just like everything feels so much better.
I finally just let everything out, i really realized why i'd been so pissy lately, and i fixed it. I'm becoming myself again and i'm really happy with that.
oh and lots of really interesting little things happened today.
this morning i talked to casey and she's planning on telling zoe that she loves her. cuz she really believes she does, and she was asking me what i thought of her telling it. I told her she should just be honest and such. and she's like "see, your heart's in the right place" and she pointed at my chest. So i immediately went into the speech kaien-dono gives to rukia about the "heart" and... if i hadn't admitted i stole it from bleach she would've thought i was like an amazingly poetic person.
I talked to sam and andy online. Somehow we got onto the subject of how andrew's secretly gay for sam and wants to be "all over [his] ass" hey he said it, not me. But anyways it was hilarious.
Then i talked to tater on the phone for a while, that was fun. She lang Lithium by evi, she did a really good job too. Oh and apparently i sound like ray toro. Yeah she's like all "dude! you sound like toro!" and i asked tara later and she agreed. so yeah now i gotta start growing an all powerful fro that can take over the world.
so yeah, amazing day.
it also didn't hurt that between yesterday and today i've been told by 2 people that i've actually had a serious good effect on their life. really that can make anyone feel like their life had some meaning.
I finally just let everything out, i really realized why i'd been so pissy lately, and i fixed it. I'm becoming myself again and i'm really happy with that.
oh and lots of really interesting little things happened today.
this morning i talked to casey and she's planning on telling zoe that she loves her. cuz she really believes she does, and she was asking me what i thought of her telling it. I told her she should just be honest and such. and she's like "see, your heart's in the right place" and she pointed at my chest. So i immediately went into the speech kaien-dono gives to rukia about the "heart" and... if i hadn't admitted i stole it from bleach she would've thought i was like an amazingly poetic person.
I talked to sam and andy online. Somehow we got onto the subject of how andrew's secretly gay for sam and wants to be "all over [his] ass" hey he said it, not me. But anyways it was hilarious.
Then i talked to tater on the phone for a while, that was fun. She lang Lithium by evi, she did a really good job too. Oh and apparently i sound like ray toro. Yeah she's like all "dude! you sound like toro!" and i asked tara later and she agreed. so yeah now i gotta start growing an all powerful fro that can take over the world.
so yeah, amazing day.
it also didn't hurt that between yesterday and today i've been told by 2 people that i've actually had a serious good effect on their life. really that can make anyone feel like their life had some meaning.