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[darkspiffy]

its been awhile but i need to get my anger out.... im fucking sick of being btiched at by eveyrone and everyone gettin shit from everyone else and takeing it out on me its like im a fucking punching bag. im treated like shit. im sick of everyone walkign all the fuck over me and i jsut want people to shut hte fuck up if you hate me then stop fucking tlaking to me if you want me to fuckin talk to u maybe you guys shoudl treat me wiht some fucking respect. i dont get shit. all i ask is for a little fucking respect and i get shit all thrown up in my face and get the fuckign shit bitched out of me. i want people ot jsut leave me alone. i been todl people hated me. some oen close to me hurt me very bad by saying shit liek this. i want to fucking dissapire if this shit keeps happening. i want to go ot a place were no one will know where i am beacuse of this fuckign shit. fuck this shit im getting tottaly sick of it. im getting sick of getting bitched at and when i say one little thing i get "fuck you" and no one even cares about how i feel or how i am. deep down inside im hurt badly...while in the world i hsow everyoen it piss's me off. i cant help the shit anymore i jsut want to fucking blow the fuck out of osmething and i jsut watn to break down some times. i cant help this shit its getting fucked up. i cant help every single person in this fuckign world. if i cant help you....sorry but if ur ganna be pissed cuz i dont know what to do then jsut fuck off and dont ask me. i dont know a answer to all lifes little questions and i dont know how to handle everything. get it hte fuck threw your head. and when i ask a simple question dont fucking flip out on me. im sick of hte shit. im sick of getting blamed on for everything im sick of everyone trying to do shit to me make me feel like shit so they can feel better. im sick of people getting shit from everyoen esle and when i try helping.... you all take it out on me...and even after i dont get one fucking apologie. what the fuck is that shit. if you guys do that then fuck you. i have a right ot say it beacuse all i been doing is getting shit. i havent done 1 damn thing to piss u guys off hwen im trying to help. i was tryign to be suportive i was trying ot help you out and i was tryign to fucking make you people fucking happy but you know what im jsut ganna stop helpign people beacuse of all you fucks that make me feel like fuckign shit. ill get myself back togeatehr beacuse i wont need the shit u guys need. all i really need are my fucking freinds. and to all the people that start fucking rumors. fuck off cuz i didnt start shit with you. i brealy even talk to you people and jsut cuz the way i dress and hte way i am cuz im fuckign different from you mother fuckers. go fuck yoruself u dont have any right ot start talkign shit about me and saying bull shit htat aint ture. fuck you all i fuckign hate you bitchs. im angry beacuse of the fucking lies im angry beacuse of hte fucking people bitching at me for no reason and im angry beacuse of the people that get shit from everyone take there anger out on me like im a fucking punching bag. im treated like a fucking peace of shit. so fuck you

and to my true freinds. that istn twords you.... you guys know who you cuz you guys have done none of this to me. i still love you guys like brothers and sisters. thanks for being there for me. and if i pissed you guys off im sorry i never ment to.