harder

[darkspider42]

The mask I wear
is streaked with tears
from the nights I've spent alone
I haunt the locals that are in my heart
while you haunt my dreams and nightmares

The sweet songs on the radio
try to sooth my wounded soul
but they are only words
they can't caress away my fears
like you did

Can you just talk to me once?
Let me down hard; push me away
so that I can leave and never return
don't give me anything that I can't return
I gave you mine and expect nothing

Show me the spot in my heart
where I went wrong
and I'll rip in out and throw it into the air
and replace it with cold steel
and walk thru life a zombie

Don't just walk away
please, please, please
remember my name and etch it into your soul
that once in awhile you can recall
our sweet summer together without vice

Take me away into the space
so that the oblivion masks
the tears in my eye
and sucks the soul from my chest
I hope you find what you are looking for

I think I found what I was.