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So. Stuff. \o/
Anyway, I've been barely coping with school. Sometimes I lie in bed in the morning, and close my eyes, and wish I didn't have to get out. Not because I'm lazy, just because I feel so exhausted in so many ways.
Lately, I've been a little depressed. Nothing so bad as I was before, but it's compounded ten-fold by the additional stresses of studying. And let us not forget that NSW has the highest percentage of teen suicide during the high school years, partly attributed to the increased difficulty of the HSC, comparitively. Yay NSW!
That aside, I'm keeping all my marks to a pass stage, which is all I need for this year. Obviously, I'm not content with a pass, but neither am I going to collapse in a wailing heap. Realistic goals, baby.
Random point of amusement: There's this guy who catches the train home when we do, and he always sits in our carriage, no matter which one we choose. He's permanently glued to his phone- I've begun to suspect he turns his ringtone off, and just talks to it. Because if he were really talking to his girlfriend that way, I'd hope she had the self-respect to leave him. But perhaps I'm just judgemental. At least it provides a rare spot of colour, laughing at his every second word being fuck or fucking. Ahhh, lower class. How I judge you. >.>
Anyway. Ben got kicked out for being too much of a sterotypical male, and we have Chris with us now. I've always liked Chris, so it's an interesting dynamic.
Lauren is considering going back to her old high school, but I hope she doesn't, because she makes me try more, in a way. If I have someone to compete with, I try to beat them, and thus do more work.
Sam is in hospital, so I'm going up next monday to visit her. I miss her too.
I think that's about it. No more random ramblings.
Anyway, I've been barely coping with school. Sometimes I lie in bed in the morning, and close my eyes, and wish I didn't have to get out. Not because I'm lazy, just because I feel so exhausted in so many ways.
Lately, I've been a little depressed. Nothing so bad as I was before, but it's compounded ten-fold by the additional stresses of studying. And let us not forget that NSW has the highest percentage of teen suicide during the high school years, partly attributed to the increased difficulty of the HSC, comparitively. Yay NSW!
That aside, I'm keeping all my marks to a pass stage, which is all I need for this year. Obviously, I'm not content with a pass, but neither am I going to collapse in a wailing heap. Realistic goals, baby.
Random point of amusement: There's this guy who catches the train home when we do, and he always sits in our carriage, no matter which one we choose. He's permanently glued to his phone- I've begun to suspect he turns his ringtone off, and just talks to it. Because if he were really talking to his girlfriend that way, I'd hope she had the self-respect to leave him. But perhaps I'm just judgemental. At least it provides a rare spot of colour, laughing at his every second word being fuck or fucking. Ahhh, lower class. How I judge you. >.>
Anyway. Ben got kicked out for being too much of a sterotypical male, and we have Chris with us now. I've always liked Chris, so it's an interesting dynamic.
Lauren is considering going back to her old high school, but I hope she doesn't, because she makes me try more, in a way. If I have someone to compete with, I try to beat them, and thus do more work.
Sam is in hospital, so I'm going up next monday to visit her. I miss her too.
I think that's about it. No more random ramblings.