This made me feel better for some reason...
Asherah Astraea (2:30:41 PM): Heh, I never got a chance to tell you about my mother's phonecall last night.
lionized pride (2:30:49 PM): oh?
Asherah Astraea (2:31:24 PM): Yeah, she left me feeling kinda down.
Asherah Astraea (2:31:42 PM): She called and she was upset because Elissa won't talk to her and is avoiding her phonecalls and stuff.
Asherah Astraea (2:31:54 PM): And she was just talking about it.
Asherah Astraea (2:32:12 PM): And I apologised, and said I was sorry and I wish things had turned out differently for her.
Asherah Astraea (2:32:17 PM): And she said something else.
Asherah Astraea (2:32:55 PM): And I said that I cared a little, but not about Elissa or something. Like. I don't like or particular love Elissa, except that I care about her because she's my sister.
Asherah Astraea (2:33:15 PM): And mum turned around and said 'But you don't like or love -anyone-, and you never have.'
Asherah Astraea (2:33:18 PM): And it kinda hurt.
Asherah Astraea (2:33:28 PM): Because it makes me feel like there's something wrong with me.
lionized pride (2:33:31 PM): =\
lionized pride (2:33:36 PM): don't feel like that
lionized pride (2:33:49 PM): she was probably just trying to be funny and failed miserably
Asherah Astraea (2:33:57 PM): No, she wasn't.
lionized pride (2:34:06 PM): then she's just ignorant
Asherah Astraea (2:34:12 PM): She wasn't trying to be hurtful either.
Asherah Astraea (2:34:16 PM): But she's mostly right.
lionized pride (2:34:28 PM): you and I both know that you have so much love in your heart, most people can't compare
Asherah Astraea (2:34:43 PM): Only for 'a few people'. ( I'd rather not put down all the names here. I have enough stressed without someone confronting me. )
lionized pride (2:35:24 PM): well, who else would there be? a lot of other people in your life haven't been really dependable
lionized pride (2:30:49 PM): oh?
Asherah Astraea (2:31:24 PM): Yeah, she left me feeling kinda down.
Asherah Astraea (2:31:42 PM): She called and she was upset because Elissa won't talk to her and is avoiding her phonecalls and stuff.
Asherah Astraea (2:31:54 PM): And she was just talking about it.
Asherah Astraea (2:32:12 PM): And I apologised, and said I was sorry and I wish things had turned out differently for her.
Asherah Astraea (2:32:17 PM): And she said something else.
Asherah Astraea (2:32:55 PM): And I said that I cared a little, but not about Elissa or something. Like. I don't like or particular love Elissa, except that I care about her because she's my sister.
Asherah Astraea (2:33:15 PM): And mum turned around and said 'But you don't like or love -anyone-, and you never have.'
Asherah Astraea (2:33:18 PM): And it kinda hurt.
Asherah Astraea (2:33:28 PM): Because it makes me feel like there's something wrong with me.
lionized pride (2:33:31 PM): =\
lionized pride (2:33:36 PM): don't feel like that
lionized pride (2:33:49 PM): she was probably just trying to be funny and failed miserably
Asherah Astraea (2:33:57 PM): No, she wasn't.
lionized pride (2:34:06 PM): then she's just ignorant
Asherah Astraea (2:34:12 PM): She wasn't trying to be hurtful either.
Asherah Astraea (2:34:16 PM): But she's mostly right.
lionized pride (2:34:28 PM): you and I both know that you have so much love in your heart, most people can't compare
Asherah Astraea (2:34:43 PM): Only for 'a few people'. ( I'd rather not put down all the names here. I have enough stressed without someone confronting me. )
lionized pride (2:35:24 PM): well, who else would there be? a lot of other people in your life haven't been really dependable