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I'm tired, stressed, and heading towards depression. Peter has been away all this week, so I only got to speak to him tiwce, and we've sent a few messages back and forth, but I've had too much time to stew over things not going right for that to be enough to get my mind off things.
Meanwhile, it's our 6 month anniversary next month, so I've been running around looking for presents. What do you get someone who has everything? Stupid spoilt male. Also, it looks as though him coming here to study for six months next year might be an option. I'm amazingly hopeful about it. I mean, I know it's going to be hard waiting out the rest of this year for him, because he wouldn't be able to come here until like... Jan-Feb next year, but if he's supposed to be able to come here for a month over Jul-Aug, then it'll be possible. Just, probably. There's a lot of emotional and mental stress associated with these relationships, but I do know I love him, odd as it is.
My Uncle still isn't out of hospital, so I can't go up to Newcastle to see my mother yet, which is a little disappointing, but hopefully next week.
I think my diet is playing havoc on my body. But sadly, I can't prepare a lot of my favourite meals. (I used to make multiple servings of casseroles and cookies and such and freeze them, but the oven at this new flat doesn't work. =( No roasts, no cakes or biscuits, no casseroles or potato bakes or anything. )
Meanwhile, it's our 6 month anniversary next month, so I've been running around looking for presents. What do you get someone who has everything? Stupid spoilt male. Also, it looks as though him coming here to study for six months next year might be an option. I'm amazingly hopeful about it. I mean, I know it's going to be hard waiting out the rest of this year for him, because he wouldn't be able to come here until like... Jan-Feb next year, but if he's supposed to be able to come here for a month over Jul-Aug, then it'll be possible. Just, probably. There's a lot of emotional and mental stress associated with these relationships, but I do know I love him, odd as it is.
My Uncle still isn't out of hospital, so I can't go up to Newcastle to see my mother yet, which is a little disappointing, but hopefully next week.
I think my diet is playing havoc on my body. But sadly, I can't prepare a lot of my favourite meals. (I used to make multiple servings of casseroles and cookies and such and freeze them, but the oven at this new flat doesn't work. =( No roasts, no cakes or biscuits, no casseroles or potato bakes or anything. )