More subconscious thoughts... Junk to read this.. :)

May 02, 2007 00:10

What am I going to be? This question has been asked in my mind rhetorically, and I am thinking about this stuff, but I shouldn’t worry about it because I know that I can do anything as I want to do with my career. I am thinking about to be a psychologist teacher in major of mental and health wellness, but I am not sure about it because I want a career that pursuit my happiness without being suffer throughout my career life. Otherwise, I am thinking in another hand that I could get a minor career in fine arts such as a teacher or a photographer for my small private business or being part of my hobby.
Right now, I am not looking at the computer screen to read my writing because I am quite interesting in this kind of writing method. I am calling this as a steam of consciousness, and I am not saying this is a bad thing, but it does reveal what the things that you are thinking right now that writes down in this paper. Probably, it does reveal the best grammar work that I am writing this stuff out right now. To be honest, I would love to be a writer, but I can’t put my creativity mind to create a story in the deadline time.
Also, you see that my grammar isn’t very good, and I am not really a genius; especially, I know that I am capable to make it sounds myself as a genius. I do consider myself as a multiple task person, but when I am deleting everything into one narrow thing to work with, and I do put my full effective into the work to make it successful like I did with the arts. It will be a masterpiece, and I am pretty enough to be delicate with words. I love to play around with vocabulary, but one thing that is tragic that I can’t memorize all vocabularies, or match them into the correct order of grammar’s rule for verbs, nouns, or other complicated English rules.
Now, I am looking at the screen to see what I have been writing about, and I do notice this is a matter to me because my steam of conscious has change when I am looking at the screen. I don’t express that very well that way than what I did previous when I didn’t look up at the screen. Don’t you find this intrigue way of writing method? If you don’t think this work that way, then you should try by yourself. It is a very simple thing to do, and you just have to look down or look at somewhere that you would be able to express your thoughts in the fully of subconscious. I can say that I am ranting about myself or my life, but it is a health thing to do that to make my self esteem boost up.
Okay, I do think that I prefer to look down without look at the screen.. I like when I am having a grin while I am writing this stuff. I can feel my devious thoughts in my head that I wan to say everything about myself, but my feelings have been tremble to stop my devious thoughts from leaking away into my hands to move to type it out loud. Yes, write it out loud, like when you’re laughing out loud like this, “hahahaha-hahaha-haha, muahahha-lol-lol!!!”… Is that really superficially thing to say? I don’t really interesting in the modern of internet conversation like use a lot of abbreviation terms, except, you’re trying to tell a lot of things on your cell phone through the God know what the famous technology in the present day is, text message. It is really intriguing me to do the mischievous things before I am going to be a senior. What the hell, am I talking about? EVERYTHING, literally… Writing is all about freedom, and it is part of first amendment, amen to that! Just go on forever and speak out of your subconscious or conscious. Man, I gotta love psychology… I guess that it is time for me to shut up, and waiting for next fresh thoughts in my head to tell you about, uh, EVERYTHING, (sing song voice)…. .
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