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Sigh, I don't know what to do with this and myself...
I am getting lazy and lazier this year.. I am mad at myself for being lack of perfectist organization.. I have to admit that I'm little alike being a real life Bree from Desperate Housewives.. I don't like to admit my feelings and do keep my things as perfect like there isn't any problems with it...
So, I have to burst it out and I'm telling ya'll that I'm getting lazy and moron this year... Sigh..
Can I ask you a question?
As for guys who do know me at school or friends or whatever.... I want all of you to answer me in the TRUTH answers... AM I GETTING SO SNOBBY/COLD PERSON THIS YEAR? If yes, then I'm sorry about it because I didn't have any excuses to be that ways and being lack of pay attentions... If no, but is there any diffferences or problems with me this year? I am trying to be a better friend and get know all of you more presonally...
Aside that, I'm getting like out of control and lost in the black hole right now.. I don't know what should I do now... I am taking TOOOO TOOO TOOO TOO (emphasize it..) time cosuming on internet especially, this livejournal... I am trying to AVOID it and IGNORE the prime time things such as television, internet, or videogames (though, I don't have it but still..)...
I used to have another jounral called greatestjournal.. Guess what? I did delete that journal like shut it down... I'm getting feel better... I am considering to shut this down but I cannot leave this place.. It is like ym home but still it is taking my time off too much... I do love to read the entries and keep it up wtih ciontact wtih all of you... I do need icon tutorials to keep me busy and other communities to keep up with news... But, I do think it is a big deal necessary to shut it down again.. So, I can have a quiet and peaceful without take too much time on this internet... On the negative side, I don't want to leave or bieng out of contact with all of you guys because all of you are my friends... Sigh?
I'm cutting time quality on the internet and trying to shut this down but my weakness overcomes me... I'll keep Deviantart because it is my thing to do like arts... But still.. ARGH!!!!!
Sometime, I have to admit it that I do wish that internet haven't show up or even computer because it is taking away my family/education times... Other sides, it can be good things for school researches.. etc...
Man, I'm in the mess or hot water right now.. Look at me, I haven't do the World History AP homework and it is frickin 1:47 AM!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE I WAS TOYING AROUND THIS INTERNET..
WHAT
WOULD
JOLISSA (ME-NICKNAME)
DO
????
OR WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? KILL OFF THE BLOG OR WHAT? YOU, GUYS, HELP ME, PLEASE!
Also, please ignore my errors for grammar because I'm in the frickin' 1 am again.. near to 2 am.. TIRED! W$%&&*^%$%^$!!!!!
I am getting lazy and lazier this year.. I am mad at myself for being lack of perfectist organization.. I have to admit that I'm little alike being a real life Bree from Desperate Housewives.. I don't like to admit my feelings and do keep my things as perfect like there isn't any problems with it...
So, I have to burst it out and I'm telling ya'll that I'm getting lazy and moron this year... Sigh..
Can I ask you a question?
As for guys who do know me at school or friends or whatever.... I want all of you to answer me in the TRUTH answers... AM I GETTING SO SNOBBY/COLD PERSON THIS YEAR? If yes, then I'm sorry about it because I didn't have any excuses to be that ways and being lack of pay attentions... If no, but is there any diffferences or problems with me this year? I am trying to be a better friend and get know all of you more presonally...
Aside that, I'm getting like out of control and lost in the black hole right now.. I don't know what should I do now... I am taking TOOOO TOOO TOOO TOO (emphasize it..) time cosuming on internet especially, this livejournal... I am trying to AVOID it and IGNORE the prime time things such as television, internet, or videogames (though, I don't have it but still..)...
I used to have another jounral called greatestjournal.. Guess what? I did delete that journal like shut it down... I'm getting feel better... I am considering to shut this down but I cannot leave this place.. It is like ym home but still it is taking my time off too much... I do love to read the entries and keep it up wtih ciontact wtih all of you... I do need icon tutorials to keep me busy and other communities to keep up with news... But, I do think it is a big deal necessary to shut it down again.. So, I can have a quiet and peaceful without take too much time on this internet... On the negative side, I don't want to leave or bieng out of contact with all of you guys because all of you are my friends... Sigh?
I'm cutting time quality on the internet and trying to shut this down but my weakness overcomes me... I'll keep Deviantart because it is my thing to do like arts... But still.. ARGH!!!!!
Sometime, I have to admit it that I do wish that internet haven't show up or even computer because it is taking away my family/education times... Other sides, it can be good things for school researches.. etc...
Man, I'm in the mess or hot water right now.. Look at me, I haven't do the World History AP homework and it is frickin 1:47 AM!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE I WAS TOYING AROUND THIS INTERNET..
WHAT
WOULD
JOLISSA (ME-NICKNAME)
DO
????
OR WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? KILL OFF THE BLOG OR WHAT? YOU, GUYS, HELP ME, PLEASE!
Also, please ignore my errors for grammar because I'm in the frickin' 1 am again.. near to 2 am.. TIRED! W$%&&*^%$%^$!!!!!