Riyu Kosaka = love.
Ugh, I feel like complete poo.
I hate complaining but I really just feel like crap from head to toe. I'm congested, I have headaches, I can't stop coughing and sneezing, I get dizzy. Ugh, everything just hurts.
Yes, I'm done complaining, sorry for people having to endure that.
My room will never be clean again, I'm convinced. My whole day was supposed to revolve around cleaning it because it looks like a friggin' pigsty but I'm kind of out of commission now. I am at least putting forth the effort, I now when my parents come home later I'll just hear the same fighting and yelling I've been hearing for days now. :-\ I guess that can't be avoided though. All the arguing they've been doing and talking of divorce and now Aly and Dino being on the rocks has given me alot to think about as far as love goes. I used to think it could truly exist but I'm starting to believe that it's just a beautiful illusion. Maybe I'll meet someone who proves me wrong? *shrug*
Alex, Janelle, and Mike are going to FF now. Bah to sickness!
I hope I am better for thursday at least. Friday and Saturday I work 7 hours each. I want to go to gamestop and stock up on anime because that sale is going on. With 75 bucks, I could do a ton of damage. Not sure if I should blow it all now or wait to spend it on Fable and my other reserves though. I'm really starting to get antsy about KH2...I need to get that ps2 fixed.
Penn State stuff starts very soon which is kind of getting me anxious. Just makes me think about a lot of things. For the first time, I'm getting scared of college. Not quite sure what it is, but Meh. Actually, I think I do know what it is, but if I told anyone, I think they'd just tell me I have a complex. *remembers buddy of aaron saying he has a problem thinking people accept him* Shut up voice in back of head! *aaron realizes he is a total psycho* Yes, yes I am. All I am concentrating on the first semester is getting into student gov't, keeping my job, and making friends. Oh yes, grades too.
I am determined to conquer Halo before next week. I know I just got Madden but thats an entirely different story. I am already great at that game. Halo though...I need to get some l33t skills in.
Hmm...I am looking at my schedule right now, who wants to party say...next friday? Anyone interested in coming over for games, pizza, wings, and EXCITEMENT? Yeah, so it's not really a party but it'll be fun. I'll see if I can work something out.
I hate complaining but I really just feel like crap from head to toe. I'm congested, I have headaches, I can't stop coughing and sneezing, I get dizzy. Ugh, everything just hurts.
Yes, I'm done complaining, sorry for people having to endure that.
My room will never be clean again, I'm convinced. My whole day was supposed to revolve around cleaning it because it looks like a friggin' pigsty but I'm kind of out of commission now. I am at least putting forth the effort, I now when my parents come home later I'll just hear the same fighting and yelling I've been hearing for days now. :-\ I guess that can't be avoided though. All the arguing they've been doing and talking of divorce and now Aly and Dino being on the rocks has given me alot to think about as far as love goes. I used to think it could truly exist but I'm starting to believe that it's just a beautiful illusion. Maybe I'll meet someone who proves me wrong? *shrug*
Alex, Janelle, and Mike are going to FF now. Bah to sickness!
I hope I am better for thursday at least. Friday and Saturday I work 7 hours each. I want to go to gamestop and stock up on anime because that sale is going on. With 75 bucks, I could do a ton of damage. Not sure if I should blow it all now or wait to spend it on Fable and my other reserves though. I'm really starting to get antsy about KH2...I need to get that ps2 fixed.
Penn State stuff starts very soon which is kind of getting me anxious. Just makes me think about a lot of things. For the first time, I'm getting scared of college. Not quite sure what it is, but Meh. Actually, I think I do know what it is, but if I told anyone, I think they'd just tell me I have a complex. *remembers buddy of aaron saying he has a problem thinking people accept him* Shut up voice in back of head! *aaron realizes he is a total psycho* Yes, yes I am. All I am concentrating on the first semester is getting into student gov't, keeping my job, and making friends. Oh yes, grades too.
I am determined to conquer Halo before next week. I know I just got Madden but thats an entirely different story. I am already great at that game. Halo though...I need to get some l33t skills in.
Hmm...I am looking at my schedule right now, who wants to party say...next friday? Anyone interested in coming over for games, pizza, wings, and EXCITEMENT? Yeah, so it's not really a party but it'll be fun. I'll see if I can work something out.