We had a TON of people ask me about Halo today...in a bookstore.
Wow, this has been like a day in the world of Eternal Darkness: Sanity's Requiem. All you dorky gamers out there will get it. A la, yeah.
Lots of stuff happened today, so I'll start with the bad.
First off, Shayna Stefanik died. Though I was never her best friend, I shared a lot of classes with her, including Peer Leadership. It's just so weird. Cause I never really did a whole lot with her besides class work and dance shows, and now she's gone. I dunno, that just kind of phased me for the whole day. Erin Marks got injured really badly too. She was always a sweetheart to me, I can hardly imagine how Perm feels about this right now. It's scary how people can die though. You really never think someone you know could just die but then it happens. I did a lot of thinking about it, making myself sick, and how if I didn't tell a few people I know how I felt before I died. I mean, I won't get into specifics, but I know I'll have to tell some people some things they don't want to hear and while it may not be right now, if I didn't do it before I died, the pressure on me would break my back.
Oh well, also, that friggin group of kids came in today and messed up my manga section. Grr. I can't believe how meticulous I am in arranging it. We're getting new stuff in every day though so ^_^
Anyway, more bad things. I ate lunch alone today...again. All the people I knew at the mall are at college now! :-\ Oh well, it gives me plenty of time to read.
Now for the good stuff!
Ellen and Liz came in to see me today. Though I think they both still hate my guts, I think it's moved from the "Let's cut off Aaron's balls and feed him to the fishes" portion to the "Let's cut off Aaron's balls and feed him to the fishes, but not before we listen to what he's been up to." So at least I know I can call her again, which makes me feel good cause I had been waiting for her to call me. I would get into how I feel about the whole thing but I'm afraid I would either A) gross people out B) make them sick of the issue or C) make them think I'm a psycho. But it really was good to see her. She was shaking when she saw me and I can understand cause I shook a bit myself. I actually got butterflies again. Crazy. I dunno, it really was nice just to talk to her again. I'm really happy to see that she actually seems happy. I think she's dating someone? Not sure. Meh. She looked happy, and I was more than happy to see her. I really hope we can become friends again cause I don't know what it would be like not to talk to her. Actually, I DO, and it's kind of odd, but I've adjusted. Either way, she'll be fine. She'll probably find some guy who can make her happier than I ever even attempted to.
Though I think Liz still hates me. That sucks. Which means Kelly probably hates me. Which sucks doubly. Oh well.
Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle tonight! I've been waiting to see it for a while and I wasn't going to spend 7 bucks to see it so the dollar theatre has it now and that makes aaron = yay. I had a few people going with me but Rachel is working (plus, she's seen it), and now I can't get ahold of Greg or Pat. I have a feeling it has something to do with that car accident but I don't really think it's my business to ask any more questions about it.
I IMed Katrina today! Yay! Cool chick!
That's about it folks. I feel kinda lightheaded now so I'll be heading out....yep! Anyway....yeah, I'm tired.
Oh yeah, I think I'll be seeing Garden State tommorow by myself. I don't even think I want people to come with me. It's one of those weird emo/indepedent/guy chick flick kind of things that I think others would hate. But prove me wrong people. Or don't. Whatever. Either way, I can't wait to see it!
Lots of stuff happened today, so I'll start with the bad.
First off, Shayna Stefanik died. Though I was never her best friend, I shared a lot of classes with her, including Peer Leadership. It's just so weird. Cause I never really did a whole lot with her besides class work and dance shows, and now she's gone. I dunno, that just kind of phased me for the whole day. Erin Marks got injured really badly too. She was always a sweetheart to me, I can hardly imagine how Perm feels about this right now. It's scary how people can die though. You really never think someone you know could just die but then it happens. I did a lot of thinking about it, making myself sick, and how if I didn't tell a few people I know how I felt before I died. I mean, I won't get into specifics, but I know I'll have to tell some people some things they don't want to hear and while it may not be right now, if I didn't do it before I died, the pressure on me would break my back.
Oh well, also, that friggin group of kids came in today and messed up my manga section. Grr. I can't believe how meticulous I am in arranging it. We're getting new stuff in every day though so ^_^
Anyway, more bad things. I ate lunch alone today...again. All the people I knew at the mall are at college now! :-\ Oh well, it gives me plenty of time to read.
Now for the good stuff!
Ellen and Liz came in to see me today. Though I think they both still hate my guts, I think it's moved from the "Let's cut off Aaron's balls and feed him to the fishes" portion to the "Let's cut off Aaron's balls and feed him to the fishes, but not before we listen to what he's been up to." So at least I know I can call her again, which makes me feel good cause I had been waiting for her to call me. I would get into how I feel about the whole thing but I'm afraid I would either A) gross people out B) make them sick of the issue or C) make them think I'm a psycho. But it really was good to see her. She was shaking when she saw me and I can understand cause I shook a bit myself. I actually got butterflies again. Crazy. I dunno, it really was nice just to talk to her again. I'm really happy to see that she actually seems happy. I think she's dating someone? Not sure. Meh. She looked happy, and I was more than happy to see her. I really hope we can become friends again cause I don't know what it would be like not to talk to her. Actually, I DO, and it's kind of odd, but I've adjusted. Either way, she'll be fine. She'll probably find some guy who can make her happier than I ever even attempted to.
Though I think Liz still hates me. That sucks. Which means Kelly probably hates me. Which sucks doubly. Oh well.
Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle tonight! I've been waiting to see it for a while and I wasn't going to spend 7 bucks to see it so the dollar theatre has it now and that makes aaron = yay. I had a few people going with me but Rachel is working (plus, she's seen it), and now I can't get ahold of Greg or Pat. I have a feeling it has something to do with that car accident but I don't really think it's my business to ask any more questions about it.
I IMed Katrina today! Yay! Cool chick!
That's about it folks. I feel kinda lightheaded now so I'll be heading out....yep! Anyway....yeah, I'm tired.
Oh yeah, I think I'll be seeing Garden State tommorow by myself. I don't even think I want people to come with me. It's one of those weird emo/indepedent/guy chick flick kind of things that I think others would hate. But prove me wrong people. Or don't. Whatever. Either way, I can't wait to see it!