Good and Bad
most depressing moment of the month of June: went to go see the malden show and saw the local team. I really didn't want to talk to people because i knew it would make me feel like shit. I really hate these words "i miss you". Started with Donny being the first one to be set. But took time to stop and say hello and some small talk. And still he was the first to set up. I remember Donny in 01 when he just had no clue what was going on. hehe. THen came a hug from Anne. not much to say but from he face I knew what she was thinking. I miss her too. And then came the rest of the bassline. Great....... smiles everywhere. Curtis was the shake and the bro hug. I miss all of them. More so for the reason that I've been with every one of them since they started Spartans and I'm not with them right then and there. boo..... And the plead for helpful hints didn't do me justice. I chatted with them for a few after the show and all they wanted was my input and as I was talking I can see their full attention. Also talking about Andy's fall hehe. That's definitely one for the history books. And Big Jim's Smile. ya can't deny that one. How can I turn my back on these sets of eyes? I can't. Sometimes I think I let them down by being an idiot and setting a bad example. Just want all of them to know I wish them luck and to make some babies cry. Peace.