Jul 17, 2005 22:09
I am doing this a few weeks early cuz I don't know when I'll be on a computer next so here it is...
I am camping from July18-July26 and if my mom stays sober she's gonna come and try to bring Sean!! :) which could be fucking awesome since i don't know how well me, adam(15), andrew(16), and brandy(15) are going to get along...it's been years..I am no longer the goody too shoes they once knew..now the only thing that they have done (that I know of and Im excluding andrew in this) that I haven't is had sex..they think I'm pathetic for still being a virgin..but the other people who i have seen in the past year is John(18) who is engaged to Alley(18 and a stupid whore) and she's coming this year..they are disgusting! they're all over each other and...it's just gross..she's overweight (more than me..i wanna say about a size 20-22) and her fat rolls are always hanging over her pants and she wears too small shirts, mostly tank tops...ugh..I'd hate to see her bathing suit..if she wears a bikini I am so going to claw out my eyes!! that's just disgusting!!! I will get sick..but when I stand next to her wearing her stupid fat whore slut clothes..I feel damn sexy!..well..maybe not sexy but not like a fat ogre as per usual...
So what will Adam, Andrew, and Brandy think of the 'new' me? im new to them but...if nothing else I know I'll still have Andrew... last I checked he was six foot.. prollly taller now.. and Adam used to be half a milimeter taller then me..now (from what ive heard) he's almost six foot...Brandy (upon last check) was five foot nine and not preggy...she prolly is now or has had a kid..lost her virginity at age 11.5...so i expect she's fucked up and knocked up by now..I just want to see Andrew..I've always gotten along with him...as long as I don't go all lethargic and hide like I did last time all will be well! I'm gonna run up to him and give him a BIG hug! :) then all will be well..I miss them..part of my true family.. adam, andrew, brandy, brandi, KC, Ryss,Puck, Sean, and a few other people...some are still pending but for now that's it..and I love everysingle one of them regardlessly and endlessly...no matter what happens..I just hope that they know it...:)
Anyways..I shall see you soon ma jolie et ma belle petit fille...as will I see you ma bon copine toujour..as for ma bella nerezza...I hope for the best and wish to see you ASAP..or at least hear from you..but for 6...long..agonizing (a little sarcastic) days I will have ZERO contact...maybe I'll find a homing pigeon or something...ah well...au revoir..
Jes