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SEAN IS MOVING TO CARMICHAEL!!! He isn't going to Mira Loma...Del Campo or maybe stay at Cordova..but he'll live near Brandi!! That is the most fucking awesome thing ever!! My Sexy Sean will live closer to me!! :) best thing to happen to me in soooo long! :)
Ok so here how all goes...My dad got out of jail 3 days early in the middle of the night...while i was at my cousins...his brothers...the only person he has that couldve come and gotten him..so yet agian i had to face him...exactly 2 years to the day from the last time i saw him...he wants to be a part of my life, he wants to make up for all the shit..my mom is in detox now, from being drunk for two days...i was at KC's but now im with my aunt and uncle so... yea.
I dyed my hair...burgundy with black streaks..you can't tell unless im in the sun and tomorrow im dying the entire top layer black to even it out cuz it kinda looks funny...but it'll be fixed..i did the top layer of KC's hair too so now she's part burgundy with black streaks..stupid computer..it's missing the w buttons so i have to press this funny rubber tab to get a w..and i keep missing it! :( ah well..shit happens life goes on...especially when we don't want for it too...but enough of that..
I am making myself happy! Brandi laughed at me earlier..we were both watching 102 Dalmations and on the phone and I got all mushy gushy and she thought it was funny...KC's story made me cry!! it's good but i cried..I also cried watching Roswell..just three more episodes until the end of season one!! :) i watched eight or nine today! it was awesome...I think im going to put a message on early on my LJ for when I go camping.. so that I won't have to worry about it..
I have to talk to my father...egh..i really don't want to but..egh..i will...make him feel bad..be a cold hard bitch...it's not hard ive had quite a bit of practice lately...but earlier when i talked to him it was a completely normal conversation...like if i just randomly called my aunt..but when I hung up I almost started to cry..I didn't cuz Ive sworn to never shed another tear over him... I hope I'll be able to stick to it... anyways...
I know people are sick of my shit but I just have to say one thing that is getting to me that I can't change..and since Chelsea probably isn't even reading my LiveJournal anymore it probably won't get fixed for a while...Everytime I put a comment on her LJ she doesn't respond..I wouldn't be surprised if she doesn't read it at all..but..I don't know..I want to be friends with her..I know that I can handle it now...even her and Ryss being together..it makes me happy but... she won't talk to me so...I guess all i can do is keep trying and hope for the best... anyways...
I will leave you all at peace now... hopefully I haven't driven you nuts.. Au revoir ma belle nerezza, ma belle petit fille, ma bon copine toujour, ma jolie...bon soir
Jes
Ok so here how all goes...My dad got out of jail 3 days early in the middle of the night...while i was at my cousins...his brothers...the only person he has that couldve come and gotten him..so yet agian i had to face him...exactly 2 years to the day from the last time i saw him...he wants to be a part of my life, he wants to make up for all the shit..my mom is in detox now, from being drunk for two days...i was at KC's but now im with my aunt and uncle so... yea.
I dyed my hair...burgundy with black streaks..you can't tell unless im in the sun and tomorrow im dying the entire top layer black to even it out cuz it kinda looks funny...but it'll be fixed..i did the top layer of KC's hair too so now she's part burgundy with black streaks..stupid computer..it's missing the w buttons so i have to press this funny rubber tab to get a w..and i keep missing it! :( ah well..shit happens life goes on...especially when we don't want for it too...but enough of that..
I am making myself happy! Brandi laughed at me earlier..we were both watching 102 Dalmations and on the phone and I got all mushy gushy and she thought it was funny...KC's story made me cry!! it's good but i cried..I also cried watching Roswell..just three more episodes until the end of season one!! :) i watched eight or nine today! it was awesome...I think im going to put a message on early on my LJ for when I go camping.. so that I won't have to worry about it..
I have to talk to my father...egh..i really don't want to but..egh..i will...make him feel bad..be a cold hard bitch...it's not hard ive had quite a bit of practice lately...but earlier when i talked to him it was a completely normal conversation...like if i just randomly called my aunt..but when I hung up I almost started to cry..I didn't cuz Ive sworn to never shed another tear over him... I hope I'll be able to stick to it... anyways...
I know people are sick of my shit but I just have to say one thing that is getting to me that I can't change..and since Chelsea probably isn't even reading my LiveJournal anymore it probably won't get fixed for a while...Everytime I put a comment on her LJ she doesn't respond..I wouldn't be surprised if she doesn't read it at all..but..I don't know..I want to be friends with her..I know that I can handle it now...even her and Ryss being together..it makes me happy but... she won't talk to me so...I guess all i can do is keep trying and hope for the best... anyways...
I will leave you all at peace now... hopefully I haven't driven you nuts.. Au revoir ma belle nerezza, ma belle petit fille, ma bon copine toujour, ma jolie...bon soir
Jes