Oct 31, 2009 00:46
I SURVIVED THE FIRST QUARTER OF SENIOR YEAR!!
But it's been full of disappointments. I'm not understanding Chemistry as well as I should (I just failed another test today). It eats up so much of my life. Seriously, every time I sit down to do Chem homework, I become a little bit more suicidal. Same with Calculus X_X I spend two to three hours on those two subjects alone every night.
None of my college applications are done... Note to self:
- hand out teacher recommendations
- stop leaving forms half-done
- write the damn personal statements
- write a new essay from scratch for the engineering school
- sent out SAT scores
- register for the ACT
I handed in my transcript a while ago, so those sound be ready to go. Eh... that's the only thing that I've fully completed... I'm so ashamed of myself. But all the deadlines are in January, so hopefully I'll be able to put everything together on time.
I'm going college-visiting all this weekend =) And both Monday and Tuesday are teacher workdays, so I'll be able to catch up on sleep! I'm SO excited xD On the worst days, I would go to sleep at midnight, and then wake myself up at 2:30 am to do the rest of my homework. And then I'd be awake until I get home from school and by 3pm I'm completely K.O.ed. This may be a normal lifestyle for some people, but I bet not many of them are happy with it. SLEEP IS GOOD.
It made me really frustrated that Arashi's Challenge Week was the last week of the quarter. I couldn't keep up at all! OMG but I can't wait until the My Girl single will be released!! And the 5x10 Clips DVD looks sooo good. I want all of it =(
All the stress is making my hair fall out... It scares me how much it is. Who said that senior year was easy? I will eat them.
my life