oh, and you thought she was a total betty
blech, im at andys we made pie and some shit, i have work tommorrow woo...nothing else is really new,
we went by the house tonight though, and it left me feeling torn all over again, i just keep hearing the voices in my head, the memories, the moments in the house, it all came back that fast and then it was gone, its like a permenent burn in my heart, that i live there and ill never feel home again...i dont know...ive just felt weird lately and now i feel really weird....i guess i cant explain it, its just my typical shittieness that overwhelms me sometimes....oh well....i get to see cake this weekend, ive been waiting half of my life for this, so i need to smile now and forget all over again....
we went by the house tonight though, and it left me feeling torn all over again, i just keep hearing the voices in my head, the memories, the moments in the house, it all came back that fast and then it was gone, its like a permenent burn in my heart, that i live there and ill never feel home again...i dont know...ive just felt weird lately and now i feel really weird....i guess i cant explain it, its just my typical shittieness that overwhelms me sometimes....oh well....i get to see cake this weekend, ive been waiting half of my life for this, so i need to smile now and forget all over again....