Dec 28, 2004 00:34
Late night eating gave me really vivid nightmares (or so that is what I am blaming them on)
I have come to the realization that I would not know how to handle a relationship, at all. If I haven't had one through high school or up until this point in time EVER, then I can see how it might never happen and I will end up as the cat lady all the children fear. Except more and more it scares me that this will become a reality if something doesn't change. And I think my behavior acts up more when I think more about how much I do just want a relationship!
Either way I have been watching too much TV and doing too much of nothing. But hanging out with friends from Beach make me really giddy and happy.