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Been staying with Joey for a while this break.
I need some place of my own. With my own things, my own bed. Somewhere where I have things to do, where I can go to be alone for a little while without seeming anti-social or rude, some place that I can feel at ease.
Being here has been nice. Much better than my mother's house. But it's not a home for me. It's not MY home.
I'm really tired. I want things to go the way I'd like them, for once. I want these years of struggle to pay off, finally.
I want the longing, the loneliness to go away. Fade, at least.
I asked the moon to be gentle with me as she waxes to the full moon this week. To lend me her energy and light into the new year. I hope...
I need some place of my own. With my own things, my own bed. Somewhere where I have things to do, where I can go to be alone for a little while without seeming anti-social or rude, some place that I can feel at ease.
Being here has been nice. Much better than my mother's house. But it's not a home for me. It's not MY home.
I'm really tired. I want things to go the way I'd like them, for once. I want these years of struggle to pay off, finally.
I want the longing, the loneliness to go away. Fade, at least.
I asked the moon to be gentle with me as she waxes to the full moon this week. To lend me her energy and light into the new year. I hope...