Can't stay, can't go...
It's winter break. I am stuck in Merrimack. Jobless, money-less, no cell phone, very limited computer/internet access, not allowed to make long distance phone calls, and my MP3 player is dead. No bedroom, no space to myself. Have a twin bed on my 9 year old sister's floor (which is a surprise, actually).
I can't stay here, but it's the holiday season and have nowhere to go. Several friends have offered for me to crash at their places, but 1) they are far away and I lack money for gas and 2) it's said holiday season and people have decent families that like to be together and do family-type-stuff.
I need help. Emotionally, financially. Either would help the other.
I feel welcome nowhere, and at home only at school. And even then, it's not all the time. And I know school is quickly coming to an end for me.
I need insurance so I can get counselling. Things are too far gone after the summer, after this semester, for anything else to be much help. But there's nothing I can do about that.
I can't stay here, but it's the holiday season and have nowhere to go. Several friends have offered for me to crash at their places, but 1) they are far away and I lack money for gas and 2) it's said holiday season and people have decent families that like to be together and do family-type-stuff.
I need help. Emotionally, financially. Either would help the other.
I feel welcome nowhere, and at home only at school. And even then, it's not all the time. And I know school is quickly coming to an end for me.
I need insurance so I can get counselling. Things are too far gone after the summer, after this semester, for anything else to be much help. But there's nothing I can do about that.