whoa!
whoa! it has been forever since ive updated the journal.. im really sorry.. its not like anyone cares about my fucked up life.. life can b shit! and i know everyone readin this has had a time or 2 in their lives when they thought it was shit! so no one can disagree with me on that one..
ok.. so i have been outta skewl for like a week and a half maybe.. i cant remember.. and its been ok.. u know .. jus drama! damn i hate drama! here latly ive been hangin out with jessie and Tom and Amber..
they are kick ass.. Tom and me hit it off but then he met jessie and vanessa and fell for vanessa AFTER he knew that i liked him. which hurt becuz i mean shes my best friend and supposedly he liked me.. well then i jus said to hell with it.. and moved on.. and i started talkin to Jeremy and he seems like a really cool guy.. hes a skateboarder and thats awesome.. the only thing is tho... he is really committed adn thats all he likes to do.. u know? so when would he ever have time for me? if all he does is skate? and so with Tom.. hes so fuckin hot.. hes 17.. hes a skater..sorta.. LOL.. hes from Cali and hes italian.. damn jus so sexy.. lol..hes like the sweetest guy in the world.. o yeah.. damn i feel bad.. i have a boyfriend .. his name is DusTin..he lives in Christiansburg .. near my aunt adn thats how i met him.. hes yunger than me by like 7 months.. not that bigga deal.. but he stays in trouble and all he wants to do is fight and shit.. adn i dont wnna BAD boyfriend.... i mean come on now.. how can i have fun with him if every guy that says or looks at me gets bitched at.. i wnna have fun.. damnit.. i jus dont know what to do anymore.. and the whole Tom situation has ruined myne and vanessas friendship.. i miss her so much.. shes the coolest person to hang out with... but theres alotta things she needs to work out.. like her jealousy problem adn her uptightness. not to b mean.. but i mean.. she needs to learn to have fun and not b all like worrysome about how she looks and shit.. and shy... have fun....but i still love her becuz we have been Best friends since 3rd grade...
anyways.. ive been at teh skatepark pretty much the whole time school has been out.. ive made alotta cool awesome guy friends... they are hilarious.. they all gave me the nickname Motopysco.. and dont ask why.. i guess cuz ill pretty much do anything they tell me too.. haha.. Josh is my bestest buddy.. hes so sweet.. like ttm..!
las night.. me Tom Jeremy and Jessie all got fucked up.. and it was jessies first time.. talkin about some funny ass shit.. u woulda hadda been there.. it was the most funniest shit ever.. omg! i can think about it and start laffn.. thanks gerl for givin us all a good time.. ur onna the coolest ppl to b around and chill with.. anyways.... so on so on.. today i let alla the guys ollie over me.. it was funny becuz josh hit me in the ribs with his board adn they all busted out laffn.. it didnt hurt.. i was laffn to..i guess cuz it happened so fast.. o yea.. i made a new friend, her name is megan.. shes awesome.. shes so pretty too..
Chalsea.. thanks for bein here for me.. ur like my best friend.. hehe.. me and u know each other like i dnno how.. haha.. well i do.. but shh lets keep that on the DL..haha... u prolly no me better than anyone else.. u dealt with me for a year as ur GF.. imma straighten up for u and hopefully things will happen.. u know what i mean...
love u baby!
damn i love that gerl.. shes kick ass.!
im bored
i wnna get high
i wish i had some green
i dont wnna b here
i wnna b free
i wnna cut
i hate depression
Prozac sucks ass
im listenin to Mudvayne
la de da
im prolly borin yall
my sister is cleanin her room at 11:00
i wnna icey from the shaved ice shack
i wnna ride a llama
i wnna pet a flamingo
i wnna go to Hawaii
im fuckin sexy!
haha
i need sleep
this is a result of drugs
do not attempt this at home
im bizouncin
i hate you
MOTOPYSCO has left the site
ok.. so i have been outta skewl for like a week and a half maybe.. i cant remember.. and its been ok.. u know .. jus drama! damn i hate drama! here latly ive been hangin out with jessie and Tom and Amber..
they are kick ass.. Tom and me hit it off but then he met jessie and vanessa and fell for vanessa AFTER he knew that i liked him. which hurt becuz i mean shes my best friend and supposedly he liked me.. well then i jus said to hell with it.. and moved on.. and i started talkin to Jeremy and he seems like a really cool guy.. hes a skateboarder and thats awesome.. the only thing is tho... he is really committed adn thats all he likes to do.. u know? so when would he ever have time for me? if all he does is skate? and so with Tom.. hes so fuckin hot.. hes 17.. hes a skater..sorta.. LOL.. hes from Cali and hes italian.. damn jus so sexy.. lol..hes like the sweetest guy in the world.. o yeah.. damn i feel bad.. i have a boyfriend .. his name is DusTin..he lives in Christiansburg .. near my aunt adn thats how i met him.. hes yunger than me by like 7 months.. not that bigga deal.. but he stays in trouble and all he wants to do is fight and shit.. adn i dont wnna BAD boyfriend.... i mean come on now.. how can i have fun with him if every guy that says or looks at me gets bitched at.. i wnna have fun.. damnit.. i jus dont know what to do anymore.. and the whole Tom situation has ruined myne and vanessas friendship.. i miss her so much.. shes the coolest person to hang out with... but theres alotta things she needs to work out.. like her jealousy problem adn her uptightness. not to b mean.. but i mean.. she needs to learn to have fun and not b all like worrysome about how she looks and shit.. and shy... have fun....but i still love her becuz we have been Best friends since 3rd grade...
anyways.. ive been at teh skatepark pretty much the whole time school has been out.. ive made alotta cool awesome guy friends... they are hilarious.. they all gave me the nickname Motopysco.. and dont ask why.. i guess cuz ill pretty much do anything they tell me too.. haha.. Josh is my bestest buddy.. hes so sweet.. like ttm..!
las night.. me Tom Jeremy and Jessie all got fucked up.. and it was jessies first time.. talkin about some funny ass shit.. u woulda hadda been there.. it was the most funniest shit ever.. omg! i can think about it and start laffn.. thanks gerl for givin us all a good time.. ur onna the coolest ppl to b around and chill with.. anyways.... so on so on.. today i let alla the guys ollie over me.. it was funny becuz josh hit me in the ribs with his board adn they all busted out laffn.. it didnt hurt.. i was laffn to..i guess cuz it happened so fast.. o yea.. i made a new friend, her name is megan.. shes awesome.. shes so pretty too..
Chalsea.. thanks for bein here for me.. ur like my best friend.. hehe.. me and u know each other like i dnno how.. haha.. well i do.. but shh lets keep that on the DL..haha... u prolly no me better than anyone else.. u dealt with me for a year as ur GF.. imma straighten up for u and hopefully things will happen.. u know what i mean...
love u baby!
damn i love that gerl.. shes kick ass.!
im bored
i wnna get high
i wish i had some green
i dont wnna b here
i wnna b free
i wnna cut
i hate depression
Prozac sucks ass
im listenin to Mudvayne
la de da
im prolly borin yall
my sister is cleanin her room at 11:00
i wnna icey from the shaved ice shack
i wnna ride a llama
i wnna pet a flamingo
i wnna go to Hawaii
im fuckin sexy!
haha
i need sleep
this is a result of drugs
do not attempt this at home
im bizouncin
i hate you
MOTOPYSCO has left the site