Feb 17, 2006 14:55
SO yea!! I havent updated in so long! Im sorry guys. So allot has happened seince the last time i posted even though that was like forever ago but yea. The guy situation is all cleared up. Im over Jeff. So far over him. Yea. Thats right. Donny and I are together now. We ar eboth really happy. I havent ever dated someone like him before. He is the most amazing boyfriend. I cant emagion what would have happened if i haddnt found him and stayed with Jeff. But the past is the past after all for a reason. I had to go through that because it made me stronger. It showed me who my real friends were and showed me what I really wanted in a relationship. He will always be my friend but it wont ever be the same as it was before.
School is going really well. My Bio grade could be better but hey... hopefully it can get it up to where I want it. I have made lots of knew freshmen friends and they are prety awesome even though they dont know how to navigate yet and cant understand the concepts of being at the bottom of the foodchain...
Over all I am really happy right now. I miss all of my old friends cause its winter carnival so its wierd to not have them arround. But they are still with me in my heart. Im glad that Valentines Day is over. It was awesome to be with Donny that day but it was still hard because I was thinking about melissa a whole lot. Shes still very close to me and her death is still a very open wound for me. It will never really heal. but I know shes right here with me from day to day and that I have to stay strong for her. Its cool like that.