Dec 29, 2005 17:45
So here I am haning out at Kailahs house... I am kinda bored at the moment. Lol. Yea she and her dad are outside doing the chores involveing the horses. Josiah put in some ACDC before he left to go work on the vehicle that he is currently working on. So I am sitting here being the online blogger that I am. I know that I havent posted any real entries in like a really long time so I figured that I would just update and get some thaugbhts out. Yea. Thats it.
So I am so conflustrated with life right at this current point in time. Nothing really seems to be new or suprising any more. I am so wrapped up in swim, school, church, attempting to have a social life, and musical stuff that I have lost time just to sit and be quiet. I haddnt played guitar in two weeks until last night when I finished rearanging my room and had actual space to do it in. I ended up comming up with two new tunes to develope into eventual songs. That was cool. Sunday I sat down and drew some pics. That was fun also. Soon I have to get in contact with Donny and figure out the band schedual. I have to start practicing for District 3 so that I memorise the 5 pieces that I need to memorise.
That and I so want to have him back. I am sure you can probably figure it out. If you cant then oh well you will just have to think about it long and hard. I cant explain why I want him back but I do. I was not with him all that long really but its just wierd seeing him and not having him really as part of my life anymore. We are still friends and we still talk and stuff but its just different you know? It will all figure its self out in the end... I hope...