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jesus christ i cant stand it here! everything is such a predicament! there are no sweet lookin available hunniez in my vicinity (not on crack), no new friends to be be-friend, boring ignorant people, and my job, i like it, but i hate it! i like it here, but i hate it! i miss spokane, but i hate the hole that it is! i miss my friends in spokane, but i hate the nothing that circulates around them! i swear to god i am in the epicenter of a goddamn revolving blackhole of shit. nothing is really wrong, it's just boring. people are so fucking boring, no one has hobbies or strives for goals that are difficult to achieve. people are just, "i am getting a college degree in business and i work...." i am getting it in said time, because that is what society wants. i am going to live in washington state my whole life, fuck a few people before that that i don't care about, get married after a few years of dating one person "because it's time," and have kids too young to ever know what the world is,..... aaaand that's it! that's it! i look at people who are dating and i see it as needy and clingy, i dont see it as wanted, i see it as scared. people aren't self-sufficient, they're weak. this sounds so spiteful but it's realistically disappointing. just think about it, really.