Inductance, Capacitance, Resistance, Romance
I just finished reading three chapters of University Physics for my upcoming exam. I think I'll read the last one tomorrow (it shouldn't take me more than two hours, right? XD) All the while I've been listening to my ridiculously small album of classical pieces (which consists of all four of Vivaldi's Four Seasons, Mozart's Eine Kleine Nachtmusik and Requiem, some random piece by Bach and Pachelbel's Canon). My mind is spinning with equations, and I desperately need a break.
I didn't watch the SP cheerdance finals, even if she performed. I didn't watch mainly because she performed. In costume. Doing flips and whatnot. I could've died squealing, or worse. I did see her at the library though (while I was pouring over my first pass at University Physics, no doubt). When I saw her pass by, I started palpitating... Shaking, almost convulsing. My heart beast so fast I swore I was going out of my mind... Worse of all, she had to study in the reserve section (incidentally, that's where all the science books are, too X_x)
Now to the reader who hasn't been following me, it may seem that I hate her. On the contrary, I am madly infatuated, if not completely in love with her. It's just that I decided to cut off my ties with her for forty days (that started two weeks ago, so I have 26 days left). If, by the end of that forty days I still harbor feelings, then I've convinced myself of something.
All emotions are made of a series of biochemical reactions acting up in the brain. So the emotion of love is no different... So if I could maybe... Just maybe... shut down that metabolic pathway, I'll fall out of love, among other things. I'm forced to fall out because I know I have no chance with her, plus, my friends are all getting irritated, not to mention acting all obnoxious when I start spazzing about her... and who could blame them?
Seriously, my brain can't take anymore of this inductance, resistance, capacitance, resonance crap.
...It also can't handle "romance"
I didn't watch the SP cheerdance finals, even if she performed. I didn't watch mainly because she performed. In costume. Doing flips and whatnot. I could've died squealing, or worse. I did see her at the library though (while I was pouring over my first pass at University Physics, no doubt). When I saw her pass by, I started palpitating... Shaking, almost convulsing. My heart beast so fast I swore I was going out of my mind... Worse of all, she had to study in the reserve section (incidentally, that's where all the science books are, too X_x)
Now to the reader who hasn't been following me, it may seem that I hate her. On the contrary, I am madly infatuated, if not completely in love with her. It's just that I decided to cut off my ties with her for forty days (that started two weeks ago, so I have 26 days left). If, by the end of that forty days I still harbor feelings, then I've convinced myself of something.
All emotions are made of a series of biochemical reactions acting up in the brain. So the emotion of love is no different... So if I could maybe... Just maybe... shut down that metabolic pathway, I'll fall out of love, among other things. I'm forced to fall out because I know I have no chance with her, plus, my friends are all getting irritated, not to mention acting all obnoxious when I start spazzing about her... and who could blame them?
Seriously, my brain can't take anymore of this inductance, resistance, capacitance, resonance crap.
...It also can't handle "romance"