obos and starbursts
i see what other people have and how they act and i find myself desiring that and hating what i have. i become so jealous thinking "why can't i have that?" or "what have i done wrong that i can not have that too? i guess i don't deserve it." and i get so sad and depressed.
i am happy and content with what i have and wouldn't trade it for anything but sometimes i just think too much.
my main fault is i get in this mood and all it takes is something not to go by this "Hollyworld dream romance" and/or see real people who i know or not look so cute and portray that "perfect life" and i'm destroyed!
i just love when i get over it and look back and i'm just like "what was wrong with me??" and i realize i love what i have and nothing could ever change that! it can onlu hinder my clarity for a moment.
i really need to get over myself...
i'm ridiculous
i am happy and content with what i have and wouldn't trade it for anything but sometimes i just think too much.
my main fault is i get in this mood and all it takes is something not to go by this "Hollyworld dream romance" and/or see real people who i know or not look so cute and portray that "perfect life" and i'm destroyed!
i just love when i get over it and look back and i'm just like "what was wrong with me??" and i realize i love what i have and nothing could ever change that! it can onlu hinder my clarity for a moment.
i really need to get over myself...
i'm ridiculous