*dances in her little circle*
10 buckes say the pass the friendly barrior.... even if just once.
so.. with the help of some friends, I realized that.... the games are still being played, no matter what is said. and that... it's really not worth it. Especially for me. It was never worth it.
well... as far as learning experiences it was. they always are. But past that... the depth of it doesn't go any further. bc the truth is...
Obviously... it didn't mean enough! the problem STILL hasn't been solved. I feel like I'm in high school thinking about it. That's all it is.. a drama triangle. only.. it's not a triangle anymore. And I'd like to keep it that way.
and I'm not sorry.
I'm tired of saying sorry bc I'm afraid of what someone may think....
The game is still being played. There are no more rules. And really... I think they should. They enjoy playing this game so much. They enjoy each other. They enjoy throwing what could be the best of life away for each other.
So hell... only natural.
Best of luck.
NEENER NEENER I GOTTA SECRET FRIEND COMING TO VISIT ME!!!!!!!!!!!
Thought I'd add that simply bc every state.. i've gotten a phone call. And he's an ass bout things. And he kicked my ass in this decision and made me kinda wake up and realize i have a lotta self respect missing. And it's time that, well....
I gain back that self respect and make sure i get the respect I deserve!
so nammit. that's it. I'm gonna go now. have a bit of stuff to do.
so.. with the help of some friends, I realized that.... the games are still being played, no matter what is said. and that... it's really not worth it. Especially for me. It was never worth it.
well... as far as learning experiences it was. they always are. But past that... the depth of it doesn't go any further. bc the truth is...
Obviously... it didn't mean enough! the problem STILL hasn't been solved. I feel like I'm in high school thinking about it. That's all it is.. a drama triangle. only.. it's not a triangle anymore. And I'd like to keep it that way.
and I'm not sorry.
I'm tired of saying sorry bc I'm afraid of what someone may think....
The game is still being played. There are no more rules. And really... I think they should. They enjoy playing this game so much. They enjoy each other. They enjoy throwing what could be the best of life away for each other.
So hell... only natural.
Best of luck.
NEENER NEENER I GOTTA SECRET FRIEND COMING TO VISIT ME!!!!!!!!!!!
Thought I'd add that simply bc every state.. i've gotten a phone call. And he's an ass bout things. And he kicked my ass in this decision and made me kinda wake up and realize i have a lotta self respect missing. And it's time that, well....
I gain back that self respect and make sure i get the respect I deserve!
so nammit. that's it. I'm gonna go now. have a bit of stuff to do.