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i am very bored i should go to bed but i just cant. my thoughts are racing :lauphs: i think its just me and my endless curiosity a very very strong curiosity starting to now get more litteral. i like knowledge it keeps me safe it makes me stronger it puts me away from any ignorance... ha... i dunno what to say anymore well words are just words and actions mean so much more i guess i dunno words can be beautifull of course but for example just a simple kiss on the cheek with good motives can make my day happier sometimes without the right intentions actions can be meaningless same with words ha like my rambling on... lol
hmmm i feel so safe and aware lighthearted and content with life so peacefull so understanding so into those angelic eyes im feeling right now with out seeing them i see them in my memory and the sweet taste im tasting right now still there... splendor in my heart that just tells me im ok and that im stronger than strong enouph... my heart never broken sad to say his was but regained now and never to be torn apart the malice drawn into it gahh unbelievable well actually to believable
anyways im so... just calm, relaxed, appeased for once lol why do i keep talking and talking lol i guess theres too much to ponder on... i like to rather just write it yeah :lauphs: just so so bored :sighs: not tired at all and no one to talk to lol thats just dandy... more like sucky...
i wish i could just keep writing no one will probly read it though ha no one usually does lol meh funny... stupid
i really want that chemise, bodice and dress from the anoka shop want it so bad i need a chemise so badly and want to be able to wear renaissance clothing all of the time... all i was thinking in that store was want want want...if only i could make my own chemise :strokes chin: hmmm i wonder how difficult it would actually be omg i could make some during work with the kids in the summer lol YES! im gonna make one shouldnt be to hard lol no one is gonna be on anytime soon so i might as well stop boring people to death while being deathly boring lol blah
hmmm i feel so safe and aware lighthearted and content with life so peacefull so understanding so into those angelic eyes im feeling right now with out seeing them i see them in my memory and the sweet taste im tasting right now still there... splendor in my heart that just tells me im ok and that im stronger than strong enouph... my heart never broken sad to say his was but regained now and never to be torn apart the malice drawn into it gahh unbelievable well actually to believable
anyways im so... just calm, relaxed, appeased for once lol why do i keep talking and talking lol i guess theres too much to ponder on... i like to rather just write it yeah :lauphs: just so so bored :sighs: not tired at all and no one to talk to lol thats just dandy... more like sucky...
i wish i could just keep writing no one will probly read it though ha no one usually does lol meh funny... stupid
i really want that chemise, bodice and dress from the anoka shop want it so bad i need a chemise so badly and want to be able to wear renaissance clothing all of the time... all i was thinking in that store was want want want...if only i could make my own chemise :strokes chin: hmmm i wonder how difficult it would actually be omg i could make some during work with the kids in the summer lol YES! im gonna make one shouldnt be to hard lol no one is gonna be on anytime soon so i might as well stop boring people to death while being deathly boring lol blah