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I can't do this anymore. It's sad really that I can't be what he wants because of his actions. He wants me to be stable, but fucked me over at every turn. He created the mess that I am. I was stable for almost ten years before him. He made me never want to trust anyone. He broke me. And his continuing to talk to her. Screw them both. They both played me and they both can deal with being terrible people. Karma can bite them in the ass. He'll never find a wife this way. He'll just continue to leave a trail of broken women in his path. And end up all alone.
I want a relationship and he couldn't even make me a fucking promise to ditch me before he fucked with someone else. Asshole. I can't do this anymore.
Too bad he got want he wanted and all I got was to be left a broken mess that will never be able to believe it when someone says they care. I'll always question it now. I'll always be one of those women scared to date, scared to even think about wanting someone in my life. The thought of starting over with someone terrifies me. Actually had minor panic attacks about it. Only an asshole would do this to someone and think it was okay. Screw it. I can't do this. Fuck it.
I want a relationship and he couldn't even make me a fucking promise to ditch me before he fucked with someone else. Asshole. I can't do this anymore.
Too bad he got want he wanted and all I got was to be left a broken mess that will never be able to believe it when someone says they care. I'll always question it now. I'll always be one of those women scared to date, scared to even think about wanting someone in my life. The thought of starting over with someone terrifies me. Actually had minor panic attacks about it. Only an asshole would do this to someone and think it was okay. Screw it. I can't do this. Fuck it.