Hello
Well I havent been to work in like a week or so... Have to go back tomorrow... Dont want to but I have to make money... Looks like Cleveland isnt going to happen... Oh well... Was kinda doubting it would to begin with... My fathers already bought tickets though so I dont know whats going on now.... Thats life.... Sorry to anyone whos talked to me and Ive seen kinda down... Got some news and took it the wrong way and blew everything out of proportion a little and now Im kinda in this situation a lot of people pray to never be in... Cant have the smile of an angel without the wrath of god... Right? Anyways... Its nothing anyone should be concerned over... Well I guess they should but its not as big as I made it out to be... Everyone has problems... Im no different than anyone else and no I wasnt feeling sorry for myself like the dumbass who relied to my last comment said I was... I was just making a general fucking statement in the midst of a life changing moment... So fuck off cause I never asked for pity... Thats the last thing I want... I just want it to go away... Pretend it never happened... And hopefully life will work out pretty soon considering the fact that Ive made some realizations here the last few days... Whether its about love, money, the future, crushes, or just life in general... Maybe this new bit of self enlightenment will work out for me... All I can do is hope........