To understand life, you must first understand that you are never in control
I came unto an unforseen amount of knowledge... A knowledge that now I wish I would have never obtained... A knowledge that I am grateful for yet in the same moment I wish I could forget... Everything that I thought was right is wrong... Everything I thought I understood left me more in mystery than ever before... I hate knowing this... This itself is my lament... My burden... My pain... I am now left agonizing over the things that I have learned.... Not randomly... Not without cause... I learned these things over doing things that I now regret... I knew they were wrong... But I didnt stop... I hate this... ::Stop your bitching:: I cant... ::You did it now live with it:: I cant... ::You needed truth in your life... You needed answers... Now you know everything you need to know...:: But I hate the way I feel... ::Get over it... Would you rather be still left in the dark thinking everything was happy go lucky or would you know what you know now and be enlightened about life and everything you have been confused about for so long now...:: I dont know... ::You do know.... Quit making excuses... Quit dreaming and act... Dont think up plans and then trash them with the rest of you goals in life... Fuck what everyone else thinks... Do what you want...Or I am going to have to do it for you:: Im too weak...:: Damn straight you are... Thats why I am here...:: Who are you? ::The names Jack...::