May 12, 2005 21:03
well apart from the last entry i guess it's time to think positive and well.... here goes everything in my friends lives has been shacky but u know thats how life is ..well hi this is the intellectual Edwin speaking here i know i don't pop out as much as i should but hey i need to come out of my box once in a while ...so well i see that my friends have found a better way to live there lives like marco and chichi a relationship that i honestly don't see an end too lol...well gaby she's going out with new ppl forgetting her past (love u gaby) and well i'm glad that she's finnally trying to find happiness in another doorway if u know wat i mean..lol newho my friend brian is still alittle shacky about his life but he knows that things will look up for him becuz apart from me he's gaining trust (the main word here)from everyone around him and i'm gald cuz he deserves it ..well the band is going gr8 we have a show on the 28th and well u know how that is we're gonna rip as much as we can lol ...and well alex my new found friend and similar camara whore lol..well i'm seeing her as a new friends that will also be there for me whenever i might need her cuz honestly i love the way she is starting to pull her heart out and showing us ..and well mike oooh mike u are kool dude u know that u will be the wise one who will try to be the next if not allready lol edwin ..trying to help left and right lol..thnx...well i could keep going forever and ever but u know that would get me tired of ever typing lol but hey for the rest of u that i know ..well i know that u are somewat if not completely happy and well i hope that u know that if theres anything u need at all ill always be here for u guys cuz i guess i grew the heroin kind of reputation and i'm glad ..well now mary well u are the interesting ball player here in the game cuz ur in my part of the life i'm living in lol well ur gr8 i can honestly say ur my soulmate lol even though ppl talk either about u or me but thats how life is and we have to deal with it and i know u have to find urself b4 u know everything is right with u but u know that the #1 person to help is here cuz ur me ..ur my everything ..welll thats all for that part ...well now (drum role) the moment u have been waiting for (i'm sure everyone is saying ..not really lol) ME!!! well as for me i'm happy i'm finally changing the darkest parts of my past and deleting like the mistakes i make typing lol .. newho yea i'm killing past problems and i'm ready to move on and u know i'm here for everyone like i said and Edwin will be Edwin or fuffie or snuggles or w/e u funny ppl wanna call me now or days ...lol well i'm really gonna be here for u all and u know wat i know ive said that i wanted to go bak to my other skool but u know wat i said that i wanted to delete my past and going there is just gonna bring it bak soo yea u guessed it ive almost completely decided that i wanna stay here in varela ..ive found a new family and i think it's time that i make a new history here
well love u all and ill always be here ....and u know it's been a while ..but u know its fun to do it so I LOVE PONIES ...THEY \m/ lol love u all pz ..and laterz my cyberspace ppl