Its a small fucking world
Ever have two or three groups of friends, and you think that for the most part, none of the people know each other in each said group? Well I thought I had that, I was apparently wrong.
I had a bunch of freinds I've eanten lucnh with since last year. They are a bunch of sophmores. Really nice people too. I didn't think any of them knew my more personall freinds/boyfriend. However this was untrue. They not only knew them, but more than likely dated their ex.
Here are my new connections.
Megan and I eat lunch together. Megan used to date tyler, whom I used to eat lunch with as well, who used to date Chris' ex, Anna. Anna and Megan apparently hate each other. Meagans a rather good friend of mine. So theres weirdness no. 1.
Erin, a good friend of mine, who I used to ride the bus with, is best friends with Zach, who's dating Gin, Brandon's ex.
Mark dated Megan, and I used to/currently eat lunch with.
'Zanna, Kassie and I hung out freshmen year, Kassie dated another freind at my lunch(whom I cant rememeber the name of) who is also best freinds with Megan.
Nikki and I rode the same bus, is best friends with 'Zanna and Kassie, and now dates Brandon.
Everyone knows eachother!! Its freaky, I feel so out of the loop. Like I only really joined these people this summer. Like I've been blinded and stupid, and I could have met everyone earlier If I had just unstuck my head from my ass.
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I've been in a rather good mood today. I've been listening to Dashboard Confessional(To all who will talk bad about them to me; FUCK OFF) and they always cheer me up.
Before today I had been really depressed, why I wasnt sure. I didn't want to go to school. I felt the uptmost dread from it, and today I figured it out. Life is 95% waiting and 5% living, I realised. And all school is comprised of is waiting. Waiting for the bell to ring, waiting for next period, waiting to pass in the hw, waiting for school to end, then waiting to get home on the bus. I dont want to life my life waiting. I truly dont.
Listining to DC today, I realised, I am happy with where I am. I have everything I could ever want. I dont want it to end, and thats what was depressing me. All this waiting makes me feel like I am wasting the day away and am getting closer to when I will no longer be happy. And in feeling this, I am inherently unhappy as well, as irony would suppose.
Waiting for life.......it sounds familliar to me.
I had a bunch of freinds I've eanten lucnh with since last year. They are a bunch of sophmores. Really nice people too. I didn't think any of them knew my more personall freinds/boyfriend. However this was untrue. They not only knew them, but more than likely dated their ex.
Here are my new connections.
Megan and I eat lunch together. Megan used to date tyler, whom I used to eat lunch with as well, who used to date Chris' ex, Anna. Anna and Megan apparently hate each other. Meagans a rather good friend of mine. So theres weirdness no. 1.
Erin, a good friend of mine, who I used to ride the bus with, is best friends with Zach, who's dating Gin, Brandon's ex.
Mark dated Megan, and I used to/currently eat lunch with.
'Zanna, Kassie and I hung out freshmen year, Kassie dated another freind at my lunch(whom I cant rememeber the name of) who is also best freinds with Megan.
Nikki and I rode the same bus, is best friends with 'Zanna and Kassie, and now dates Brandon.
Everyone knows eachother!! Its freaky, I feel so out of the loop. Like I only really joined these people this summer. Like I've been blinded and stupid, and I could have met everyone earlier If I had just unstuck my head from my ass.
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I've been in a rather good mood today. I've been listening to Dashboard Confessional(To all who will talk bad about them to me; FUCK OFF) and they always cheer me up.
Before today I had been really depressed, why I wasnt sure. I didn't want to go to school. I felt the uptmost dread from it, and today I figured it out. Life is 95% waiting and 5% living, I realised. And all school is comprised of is waiting. Waiting for the bell to ring, waiting for next period, waiting to pass in the hw, waiting for school to end, then waiting to get home on the bus. I dont want to life my life waiting. I truly dont.
Listining to DC today, I realised, I am happy with where I am. I have everything I could ever want. I dont want it to end, and thats what was depressing me. All this waiting makes me feel like I am wasting the day away and am getting closer to when I will no longer be happy. And in feeling this, I am inherently unhappy as well, as irony would suppose.
Waiting for life.......it sounds familliar to me.