Man..
Damn.... I am so bored I'm about to go crazy. Chris is watching a movie trying to get away from people.
Damnit is noone ever online anymore? I never get to talk to anyone at night anymore, and thats when the best convo's are. I liked the random 4 am chats we did every once and a while, those were the best.
Is it just me or is everyone holding diffrent animosities towards everyone else. It seems so secret, like we are afraid to hurt each others feelings, so we just dont talk anymore. Any of us. Ofcourse we each have our connections to other parts of the group, but noone seems to have one anymore. Or am I just not a part of it anymore now that I'm Chris' gf and not just another friend. I feel like I'm being treated diffrently because of it.
I dunno.
I guess I liked being part of a group for once, and now it feels to have deteriorated. Or changed to where im alienated.
Maybe I'm just being pariniod again. I guess I am.
Damnit is noone ever online anymore? I never get to talk to anyone at night anymore, and thats when the best convo's are. I liked the random 4 am chats we did every once and a while, those were the best.
Is it just me or is everyone holding diffrent animosities towards everyone else. It seems so secret, like we are afraid to hurt each others feelings, so we just dont talk anymore. Any of us. Ofcourse we each have our connections to other parts of the group, but noone seems to have one anymore. Or am I just not a part of it anymore now that I'm Chris' gf and not just another friend. I feel like I'm being treated diffrently because of it.
I dunno.
I guess I liked being part of a group for once, and now it feels to have deteriorated. Or changed to where im alienated.
Maybe I'm just being pariniod again. I guess I am.