♦Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
♣Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
♥Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
♦Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
♠Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
♣Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
♥Day Seven: Four turn offs.
♦Day Eight: Three turn ons.
♠Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
♣Day Ten: One confession.
1. I have been struggling with really horrible low self-esteem. It's one of those things where you don't realize just how far deep you were in till you get somewhat out and look back.
2. I hate introspective crap like this now.
3. I LOVE Math.
4. I drink my water out of a metal container, but I get the water out of a plastic jug.
5. I like to draft houses and have countless numbers of designs on USB sticks and on at least desktop computers.
6. I want to build a super adobe house that heats and cools itself and collects, distills, and stores rainwater for use. Except state code wont allow it.
7. I desperately want kids. One pregnancy then we'll adopt preteen and young teens from the state. The ones that no one wants and who need a home and family the most.
8. I'm terrified of going back to school. Of the debt I'd acrue, of having to live with mother-in-law, of the possibility of screwing up or freaking out completely, of the nightmare of suddenly finding out I'm just not intelligent or good enough to succeed, at anything.
9. I adore my wife. Still. That thing called lesbian-bed-death is a myth. At least in my home. hehe