FUCK.
i don't know what to do anymore. to many feelings i fucked up by not following them from the beginning. should have listened to myslef from the beginning. then maybe i wouldn't be as fucked up as i am with everything. i don't know if i should listen to everyone or stray off my own way, away from what my feelings are telling me. i don't want them to be right. they are telling me to listen to what i don't want to be true, even tho i know it is. god it's so fucked up. what should i do?