Life in a nut shell
I forget who said it (Sorry), but someone said to me the other day that I used to have things to say. I think a fairer statement would be that things used to happen to me. Life hasn't been terribly exciting as of late. Not that I haven't been having fun, but nothing worth posting about really happens to me and I'm not one to bitch about politics or anything, so yea.
I need a job. In so many ways do I need a job. First and foremost I need money, cause frankly I don't have any left. I can afford my next few bills, but with car insurance looming around the corner I need some income quickly. Also, I need to get out of this house. I spend far too much time in the house anymore and it starts to get to me. I've been out all day, just got home and have only been in this chair for a minute and I already want to hurt somebody. Yea, its that bad.
Other than that, life's been life I guess. Its funny, I've been spending a lot of time with people I didn't think I'd see much of at all and very little time with the people I figured I'd be seeing everyday. Really the job thing is the only problem I have right now. I'm too picky. Think of this what you will, but there are jobs I consider below me and as such I'm not willing to do them. If I was I'd probably have a job by now. But I busted my ass for four years to get a degree and I, at the very least, want a job that recognizes it.
I can feel things on the horizon moving towards me. Not that I'm surprised. I've been expecting them for a while. After all, you can only delay the inevitable, right? I don't think there's going to be any dodging, so a I'll have to figure something out. God knows what, but there's still a little time.
I'm sleeping worse now than I was before. The fact that being in my room anymore taxes my sanity I struggle to find peace even lying in my bed. I need to work on getting out more during the day. A few problems with that: A) Most of the people I know are busy during the day. B) I don't go out just for the hell of it, I need something legitimate to do. C) Even in going out I feel like I should be continuing my job search despite all the work I've already put into it that day.
That's all I have to say about that.
I need a job. In so many ways do I need a job. First and foremost I need money, cause frankly I don't have any left. I can afford my next few bills, but with car insurance looming around the corner I need some income quickly. Also, I need to get out of this house. I spend far too much time in the house anymore and it starts to get to me. I've been out all day, just got home and have only been in this chair for a minute and I already want to hurt somebody. Yea, its that bad.
Other than that, life's been life I guess. Its funny, I've been spending a lot of time with people I didn't think I'd see much of at all and very little time with the people I figured I'd be seeing everyday. Really the job thing is the only problem I have right now. I'm too picky. Think of this what you will, but there are jobs I consider below me and as such I'm not willing to do them. If I was I'd probably have a job by now. But I busted my ass for four years to get a degree and I, at the very least, want a job that recognizes it.
I can feel things on the horizon moving towards me. Not that I'm surprised. I've been expecting them for a while. After all, you can only delay the inevitable, right? I don't think there's going to be any dodging, so a I'll have to figure something out. God knows what, but there's still a little time.
I'm sleeping worse now than I was before. The fact that being in my room anymore taxes my sanity I struggle to find peace even lying in my bed. I need to work on getting out more during the day. A few problems with that: A) Most of the people I know are busy during the day. B) I don't go out just for the hell of it, I need something legitimate to do. C) Even in going out I feel like I should be continuing my job search despite all the work I've already put into it that day.
That's all I have to say about that.