that you have but slumbered here, whilst these visions did appear... idle theme... but a dream...
I've been spending most of my free time in the Studio at Roger Williams, and I've slept in Sean's dorm two nights in a row (and at his parents' house the night before). I think my father is upset that I'm never home, but I'm not sure why. Either way, I warned him, and I don't leave much of a mark on the fridge, so I feel no obligation to try to be around more.
I'm almost positive that my birth control pills are the cause of my morning sickness. It's horrible. I have an appointment a week from today for my second Guardasil shot, and I'm hoping that I'll get to see my doctor briefly to discuss switching pill brands, but I feel like I'll probably just be dealing with a nurse. Oh well.
Jess Karalis and I are friends now. It's fun. :) She was telling me about a nasty email she got from her friend's girlfriend, and she was like "Well, you know what it's like" and we had a good laugh.
Sean and I visited Monika this past weekend. It was so wonderful to see her, and just as wonderful to have her cooking. Sean and I had some unpleasant conversation............ It was pretty bad, because I didn't even really DO anything this time......... Sometimes I feel like I just can't win. I know I mess up knowingly, and I confront it and we work through it. But when I make a mistake that I don't know is a mistake until I have to deal with its consequences..... well then I just feel worthless. But whatver. We also had lots of really really great sex. So things even out. And some high-quality cuddling and caring. So things more than even out. The four of us also watched this wicked cool movie called Mirror Mask. I highly recommend it. And we played a board game called "Boxers or Briefs." It was pretty funny.
So that's my life. Lately I kinda feel like I'm just going through the motions, like I'm in a dream and nothing's happening (in contrast, my dreams have been quite vivid and unsettling).
*shrug*
I'm almost positive that my birth control pills are the cause of my morning sickness. It's horrible. I have an appointment a week from today for my second Guardasil shot, and I'm hoping that I'll get to see my doctor briefly to discuss switching pill brands, but I feel like I'll probably just be dealing with a nurse. Oh well.
Jess Karalis and I are friends now. It's fun. :) She was telling me about a nasty email she got from her friend's girlfriend, and she was like "Well, you know what it's like" and we had a good laugh.
Sean and I visited Monika this past weekend. It was so wonderful to see her, and just as wonderful to have her cooking. Sean and I had some unpleasant conversation............ It was pretty bad, because I didn't even really DO anything this time......... Sometimes I feel like I just can't win. I know I mess up knowingly, and I confront it and we work through it. But when I make a mistake that I don't know is a mistake until I have to deal with its consequences..... well then I just feel worthless. But whatver. We also had lots of really really great sex. So things even out. And some high-quality cuddling and caring. So things more than even out. The four of us also watched this wicked cool movie called Mirror Mask. I highly recommend it. And we played a board game called "Boxers or Briefs." It was pretty funny.
So that's my life. Lately I kinda feel like I'm just going through the motions, like I'm in a dream and nothing's happening (in contrast, my dreams have been quite vivid and unsettling).
*shrug*