Wedding Update
Hooooooooooooooooooly fuck.
This is a busy year.
My parents had two vacations this year,
I have prom, graduation, and oh yeah - I'm starting college in the fall,
And my sister's getting married in August.
TIME and MONEY - I just don't see us having enough.
I love that my parents go on vacation, and I love my sister's fiance.
But a needy little part of me is a little sad that I won't get the focus.
I haven't had a party since my 12 birthday. And for prom and graduation, I was hoping for something glamorous.
DJ, favors, presents, tons of people, pictures, the whole package.
I don't ask for a lot. I rarely ask for anything at all.
But it's my senior year. It's supposed to be big, and it's supposed to have something to do with me.
[ / selfish whining].
Right now I'm most concerned about the wedding. My parents feel left out and hate his parents' ideas, my sister is getting ridiculously stressed out and seems to be taking it out on my mom, my mom is being a total drama queen. I wish I could help but I can't. Obviously, I'm siding with my mom, but only because we want everything to be great for my sister's wedding. But nothing is going to get done until people calm down so they can start really listening instead of fighting everything.
*sigh*
Unrelated note: I've been having strange dreams while sleeping 18 hours a day. I think I'm going back to school on Tuesday.
This is a busy year.
My parents had two vacations this year,
I have prom, graduation, and oh yeah - I'm starting college in the fall,
And my sister's getting married in August.
TIME and MONEY - I just don't see us having enough.
I love that my parents go on vacation, and I love my sister's fiance.
But a needy little part of me is a little sad that I won't get the focus.
I haven't had a party since my 12 birthday. And for prom and graduation, I was hoping for something glamorous.
DJ, favors, presents, tons of people, pictures, the whole package.
I don't ask for a lot. I rarely ask for anything at all.
But it's my senior year. It's supposed to be big, and it's supposed to have something to do with me.
[ / selfish whining].
Right now I'm most concerned about the wedding. My parents feel left out and hate his parents' ideas, my sister is getting ridiculously stressed out and seems to be taking it out on my mom, my mom is being a total drama queen. I wish I could help but I can't. Obviously, I'm siding with my mom, but only because we want everything to be great for my sister's wedding. But nothing is going to get done until people calm down so they can start really listening instead of fighting everything.
*sigh*
Unrelated note: I've been having strange dreams while sleeping 18 hours a day. I think I'm going back to school on Tuesday.