Rant
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream....
So what is it about ppl one min u think you know them so well and it turns out the exact opposite of what you thought. I feel like no one knows who I am. And im sry if your not mature enoguh to see this I cant wear a mask anymore I dont know how with out destroying myself. So there are some ppl that have or are now im my life some of them rather close to me that dont seem to really know who I am even thoguht I have made it very clear. Well I'm sry its not my problem you just cant take off ur own fucking mask enought to see that I dont wear one. And if you feel like I cnady coat things oh well most of you cant handle the truth the way i ussally say it. And I'm tired of all this fucking drama,I'll dissapear if i have to but chill ppl. Life is never easy ok? Or do u not get that. And i'm tired of things always going one way so its fine for u talk about her to me but she doesnt even want u to mention me yeah how fucking fair is that. And its almost like im invisible to some ppl. But if they woke up 2 marrrow and I wanst here I think they might see where they have been wrong. I just needed to express that I feel that way alone and such again am I.
Dont try to fix me I'm not broken I'm the lie living for you so you cant hide dont cry.......
So what is it about ppl one min u think you know them so well and it turns out the exact opposite of what you thought. I feel like no one knows who I am. And im sry if your not mature enoguh to see this I cant wear a mask anymore I dont know how with out destroying myself. So there are some ppl that have or are now im my life some of them rather close to me that dont seem to really know who I am even thoguht I have made it very clear. Well I'm sry its not my problem you just cant take off ur own fucking mask enought to see that I dont wear one. And if you feel like I cnady coat things oh well most of you cant handle the truth the way i ussally say it. And I'm tired of all this fucking drama,I'll dissapear if i have to but chill ppl. Life is never easy ok? Or do u not get that. And i'm tired of things always going one way so its fine for u talk about her to me but she doesnt even want u to mention me yeah how fucking fair is that. And its almost like im invisible to some ppl. But if they woke up 2 marrrow and I wanst here I think they might see where they have been wrong. I just needed to express that I feel that way alone and such again am I.
Dont try to fix me I'm not broken I'm the lie living for you so you cant hide dont cry.......