"I got a stack of books/ I didnt read a thing"

Jan 17, 2006 10:44

Honestly, every thing's changing and if it was only happening to me, I could deal with it. Ive just involved others in my confusion, and that's the ultimate in wrong. One little thing CAN do serious damage, and I wont ever do it again, but I'll be damned if I forget it. My mother says all we can do is learn from it, and if we dont let things happen, we're really evil. "Having done something isnt what makes you evil, its what makes you human. You just have to learn from it." Thanks Mom.

Right now is about one day at a time. Feeling lost means finding your way. My dad has taught me that much. It can be done. And those around you can forgive you. Maybe not in terms you want, or expect, but they can. I just have to own this.

I do. I own this. And this is the day it ends. For better or worse, I'm owning what Ive done. Im better and stronger than all of this. I wont be left alone with misery and regret.

HEY WORLD: I'M SORRY. THAT'S AS MUCH TO ONE PERSON AS IT IS TO EVERYONE ELSE. I AM SORRY.
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