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[darkphoenix0]

25 years...9193 days...25% of human life. Why do I feel as if nothing has been accomplished. We have the potential to learn at such an accelerated rate, yet everything keeps us in this slow system. Doing meaning less work that has no bearing on anything we'll ever do. While I enjoy reading, studying Shakespeare has never really taught me

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[chaykhalazza]

I love you. You have accomplished more than you can see. You have made so many people smile. You have saved my life. We are human beings though. It is in our very nature to have some goal. Something to believe in. We have to have these things. Without them, there is no life. Without life, there can be no love and without love there is nothing. You taught me that. Do not put us aside so easily. It takes a lot to make a relationship work. Time and effort, broken hearts and crushed dreams. You made me smile when I thought I would never smile again. It came so easy when you started talking to me. Beyond the jobs demand. You make me smile and laugh more than anyone ever has. You have always been there for me. I hate being away from you. I can't stand this. I just want to run out the door right now and hold you forever. You stood by me when no one else did. I, Erin, take you my Phoenix, as my one and only. As long as you will have me I will be yours. Through sickness and health, rich and poor, happy and sad, love and loss. I am sorry to say this but I feel like this is tearing us apart at the seems. We saw each other for a couple hours after a stressful situation and a long time being apart from each other. I didn't touch you nearly enough. I love you, but if I am causing you pain I don't want you to feel obligated to stay. And I am not saying we should break up. I just don't want you to pull away from me. If you need time, just tell me. I will not get mad, and I will not hold it against you. I just don't know what to do for you. You won't talk to me. I thought we could talk about anything to each other. I am only trying to be honest with you. I love you. I will see you later.

Phoenix's Girl