9 MONTHS FUCKERS........

[darkpenguinxxx]

Well yesterday i celebrated my 9 months with my baby gurl Rachel L. Frost. You wanan talk about lucky, i must say i am the luckiest guy on the face of this earth. I mean everything we have together is PERFECT, well cept for the times I make the mistakes and feel i cause probs at times but i work on that and try very hard. I mean i look back this same time last year and alls i see is drama and pain and sorrow, then that lucky day last year when my entire life swtiched around 7/28/04 is when i believed in destiny and i actually belived there is that "SOMEONE" out there for everyone and i must say i found mine and im never gonna let go of her or the love we have together, Rachel your right - everyday goes by so fast when im with you and times when im not i swear to god time stops. I give you my promise and should have proved it by now that im not going no where no matter what, no matter who gets in the way no matter what mistakes are made on either my part or your but mainly mine and im going to love you till the day i die, whether that be 5 mins from typing this or 70 years or more from now, or even in my after life - you came into my life when things werent going right, u took on my problems along with yours, i had given up on so much and you gave me hope and faith, love and kindness, caring, and trust - we have had our times whether good or bad, but without bad we could never have good. I would go thru anything for you and im pretty sure i have proved that. When i say i love you, never take it for granted i mean that and it aint changing - our future will be brighter then now and i promise to take you away from all the things that make you hurt inside, you deserve to be fully happy and live a great life. Your such a wonderful person that words cant even describe, and u mean so much to me and my heart. Yes ppl probably think its wierd to celebrate anything but possibly there 6 month and 1 year anniversary but it aint when you have found your true love, the one you want to spend the rest of your life with....in that case everyday is celebrated inside of mind, heart and body, becasue this gurl means just that much to me. When i thought there was a time god was ignoring me completely and his only plan for me was to be miserable there was that bright shining star that blinded me and aroused my curiousity that it was either play with the fire and get burned or grasp hold of somehting much more and actually get a grip and start a new.....at this point im glad i took that gamble and im glad u took one on me otherwise idk where id be right now. So when i say im going to be here for you to take on any of your probs, i mean it. When i say im going to love you til the day i die, i mean it. When i say anytime i dont get to see you i slowly slip into a slight depression i mean it, without you im nothing excpet a small shadow of a person that lives in the dark. Im a very co-dependent person and i rely on you and expect you to depend on me back cause i promise im here to stay love and keep you protected and sheltered from anything that might try to harm you. Your mah baby and i couldnt ask for more, nor want more, nor could i find better. If anything were to happen idk what im gonna do, there not better out there. What happens when you find the BEST? Can anyone answer that>? There aint getting better so why would i want any less? I dont so the way i treat u is the way i want to be treated, not to mention tha was how i was raised and i was raised to be respectful and treat woman like woman and nothing less. Your are more important to me then the air i brethe, HELL, you are my air i breathe. With every beat of my heart and every breathe i take in i LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE and it only cntinues to grow and grow, your a magnificant person and our love we have is "ONE OF A KIND" just like the person u have grown to be and will become to be. You will make a great mother, wife and so on....to all you out there that read this shit, we write this shit not to gloat or boast, but to a certain extent brag, casue if you had found the love of your life and you had "THE PERFECT RELATIONSHIP" wouldnt you not only be pround but want to declair your love for that special person thats dear to your heart to everyone? I mean gurls all the time talk about finding a guy this great and to a point im gonna be a little cocky, yes i do feel i am a good person and a great b/f, but it has to be 50/50 so you know behind every great guy, theres a great wonderful loving gurl that is feeling and doing the same thing to keep there relationship strong...in this case that would be my princess. YOU DESERVE SO MYCH RACHEL AND OVER TIME I WILL GIVE YOU ALL THAT YOU DESERVE, NEED AND WANT.....casue u are so worth it! I LOVE YOU MORE THEN WORDS COULD EVER EXPLAIN, but as time goes on i find more and more words that explain my love for you, but it can never be fully explained, but i will always do the best to explain and show it. You are my world baby and i need you, you complete the person that is me, you are what makes my heart beat. I could keep going as you see i have already wrote so much, but im gonna cut it out here....to all the ppl that wish they had a relationship like this, i have to say I AM VERY LUCKY, LUCKIEST GUY EVER.....words of advice....just take time and wait for the good things to come to you, it really does happen if you wait, i am living proof.

I LOVE YOU PRINCESS, i cant ever get better then you.......YOUR PERFECT UN EVER FUCKING WAY ;-) ;-*