Opportunities Missed
I know I haven't posted in a long time, though I don't think that a lot of people really missed my sporatic updates. I also don't blame them, as I have done a poor job of keeping any of my social relationships healthy. I'd like to say this will change, but I don't know if that will happen.
I'm writing this post before I lose the urge to, as I feel it's important. Have you ever felt like there was a moment in time that was meant to happen for your life? Like something was there, ready to click, and so many other things would fall into place? I feel like I had one of those moments in my life, and I missed it. It was there, and it passed... and my life has been stumbling ever since. Today I found myself thinking of one person in particular, whose friendship I've underappreciated and greatly missed. It's been a few years now. Our lives have led us different places, and we may be too far removed now to even kepe in contact, much less connect like we used to. All I can say is... I'm sorry. I'm going to try my best to track you down and keep in touch, assuming you'll still let me. I have a lot of catching up I'd like to do.
I should make a facebook, I need all the help I can get social networking. Something to force me to keep in touch and be here. I'm going to be re-tuning this journal to reflect who I am and who I've become. Right now, it represents me from about 4 years ago, which is very very different. No friend changes should occur. Here's to a new design, a new chance.
Edit: Wow, the planets aligned and as soon as I posted this, I was able to immediately get into contact with said person as they logged onto AIM for the first time in a while. Just... wow.
I'm writing this post before I lose the urge to, as I feel it's important. Have you ever felt like there was a moment in time that was meant to happen for your life? Like something was there, ready to click, and so many other things would fall into place? I feel like I had one of those moments in my life, and I missed it. It was there, and it passed... and my life has been stumbling ever since. Today I found myself thinking of one person in particular, whose friendship I've underappreciated and greatly missed. It's been a few years now. Our lives have led us different places, and we may be too far removed now to even kepe in contact, much less connect like we used to. All I can say is... I'm sorry. I'm going to try my best to track you down and keep in touch, assuming you'll still let me. I have a lot of catching up I'd like to do.
I should make a facebook, I need all the help I can get social networking. Something to force me to keep in touch and be here. I'm going to be re-tuning this journal to reflect who I am and who I've become. Right now, it represents me from about 4 years ago, which is very very different. No friend changes should occur. Here's to a new design, a new chance.
Edit: Wow, the planets aligned and as soon as I posted this, I was able to immediately get into contact with said person as they logged onto AIM for the first time in a while. Just... wow.