Hah.
I should have known. I really, really should have but I decided to let myself believe that for once in my life I was worth someone's attention.
I thought there was a future in this. I thought that he believed I was special. How wrong I was. It shouldn't hurt - after all, who am I to deserve happiness? But it does - he lied to me. I give up.
Oh, and in majorly more important news, one of the children I have "adopted" from work (they're not children, really, they're all 15 / 16) is really sick. I have 6 of them that I'm responsible now - Ebony/Bonnie/Pip, Adam, Glen, Cassie, Little Katie, and Kowah.
But my Pip wasn't feeling well at work last night, and then she was feverish and throwing up blood and it's all very scary. I'm going to visit her tomorrow.
I thought there was a future in this. I thought that he believed I was special. How wrong I was. It shouldn't hurt - after all, who am I to deserve happiness? But it does - he lied to me. I give up.
Oh, and in majorly more important news, one of the children I have "adopted" from work (they're not children, really, they're all 15 / 16) is really sick. I have 6 of them that I'm responsible now - Ebony/Bonnie/Pip, Adam, Glen, Cassie, Little Katie, and Kowah.
But my Pip wasn't feeling well at work last night, and then she was feverish and throwing up blood and it's all very scary. I'm going to visit her tomorrow.