Tilt-a-whirl of Death
Ugh, I wrote this whole thing out and then went to fix something and lost it.
So here goes a short version because I'm to tired to rewrite the whole thing.
Been battling extreme vertigo for the last week and a half. Doc thought it was an inner ear virus but now I'm not so sure. Yesterday I was feeling much much better and then today I feel like crap again. Feel like I'm going insane because I can't do much but stay in bed and rest. I took off from work Wed, Thurs, and Fri and spent those days in bed mainly, Sat I was up feeling better trying to get some stuff done and have a little fun. Going to call in and see if I can get an appointment with an ear doc or take a trip up to the er one morning. It's freaking me out a little cause I used to know someone who had chronic vertigo and they were putting her through some pretty horrible sounding treatments. The viruses don't sound any better though but, I'm not sick in any other way (no fever, no ringing or noises in my ears, no headache, etc) It's just frustrating cause after awhile I start getting nauseous from it all, plus I can hardly move my head this way or that with out setting off the dizziness.
I downloaded this freeware version of Guitar Hero for PC, Frets on Fire. So much fun but I can hardly play that right now since I'm so nauseous from being dizzy.
Read this book, first book I've read in awhile, Her Last Death it was ok. I liked the end chapters a lot better than the beginning. It's about the author and her relationship with her narcissistic, emotionally incestuous mother. It got me thinking about a lot of things and that's all I can really say I think in this open post. I kind of wish though I had waited to pick it up at the library but...still I'm glad I read it.
Putting off telling my own mom that I've found a new therapist and it's going well. I know I really should though...she said she'd help me out with the money and I could really use that.
A lot going through my head these days but most of it I try to just let go by. Mostly stuff I can't or shouldn't worry about right now. I'll be glad when Fall is finally over! I made it through another one!! Lately that just seems to startle me.
Think I'm gonna go download some more songs and then take a rest. I'm so glad I only have to work 2 days!!!
So here goes a short version because I'm to tired to rewrite the whole thing.
Been battling extreme vertigo for the last week and a half. Doc thought it was an inner ear virus but now I'm not so sure. Yesterday I was feeling much much better and then today I feel like crap again. Feel like I'm going insane because I can't do much but stay in bed and rest. I took off from work Wed, Thurs, and Fri and spent those days in bed mainly, Sat I was up feeling better trying to get some stuff done and have a little fun. Going to call in and see if I can get an appointment with an ear doc or take a trip up to the er one morning. It's freaking me out a little cause I used to know someone who had chronic vertigo and they were putting her through some pretty horrible sounding treatments. The viruses don't sound any better though but, I'm not sick in any other way (no fever, no ringing or noises in my ears, no headache, etc) It's just frustrating cause after awhile I start getting nauseous from it all, plus I can hardly move my head this way or that with out setting off the dizziness.
I downloaded this freeware version of Guitar Hero for PC, Frets on Fire. So much fun but I can hardly play that right now since I'm so nauseous from being dizzy.
Read this book, first book I've read in awhile, Her Last Death it was ok. I liked the end chapters a lot better than the beginning. It's about the author and her relationship with her narcissistic, emotionally incestuous mother. It got me thinking about a lot of things and that's all I can really say I think in this open post. I kind of wish though I had waited to pick it up at the library but...still I'm glad I read it.
Putting off telling my own mom that I've found a new therapist and it's going well. I know I really should though...she said she'd help me out with the money and I could really use that.
A lot going through my head these days but most of it I try to just let go by. Mostly stuff I can't or shouldn't worry about right now. I'll be glad when Fall is finally over! I made it through another one!! Lately that just seems to startle me.
Think I'm gonna go download some more songs and then take a rest. I'm so glad I only have to work 2 days!!!