Jan 08, 2007 06:09
So much for planning ahead. I guess I figured things would change after the break. They did all right, but not the way I wanted. I realized that I'm simply not getting what I want out of going to Henry Wisewood. God knows how much longer I'd have to stay there in order to get my diploma.. So, I guess this means I'm off to try different things. I really hope i'm not rushing into something else head on without knowing what I'm doing though... I have the opportunity to go to Viscount Bennett. I don't know much about it, other than it sounds like what I need. If it isn't.. well, I have other options. But for now, I'm going to do a little experimentation into planning for my future and looking for the education that I actually need.
It's all so fucking confusing. I'm really out of my comfort zone right now, and I'm avoiding almost everything else in order to figure out what to do with my life. I almost wish I had grown up with over-bearing parents that decided what I was going to be before I could decide for myself, It would have made things so much easier.