tones

May 26, 2005 11:46

and I am beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head.

Re-evaluating myself is like a wheel, turning, turning, and then approaching a red light, StOp. the stop lets me question what I have just done, where i had just located myself, how i have just carried myself, how fast i had gone, how steady or unsteady I was. and then it turns green. i'm off again.

life turns and turns. we are all wheels on traffic roads. we need every surrounding; the traffic lights, the cars, the people driving the cars. we need people, whether or not we want them, we eventually will need them at some point in our lives. because others help us compare who we are, therefore we could figure out who we are. if we were desolation, how could we ever learn ? i hate to say it, but we all encounter dependency upon people. blech.

but it's okay, because there are those who have something to offer. it just depends which niche defines you. if you are an artist, i'm sure you would be bored as fuck to chill with a mathematician. but you know what, you learn from them too, if not more. because the conversation about art, almost becomes mindless, as you have drawn the same shapes over and over again with the same kind of people. (that part was abstract). if you talk to someone other than yourself, you can more easily enrich their life, as they would yours, unless they're really boring, but that's another issue.

touch. reach out. be free. stay free. remain yourself. and only yourself. because that's the only way you can affect. and when you find this, or find just a free thought, DON'T stop ! keep going. you're the wheel. keep traveling, and pick up as much as you can. and if you do something, sit down, and edit. pull yourself out. it's in there somewhere, beyond the hollow skin and maroon features. you're sitting inside of you. and don't take too much to heart. people can be cruel, and blind. feel good about yourself. find the things, features, thoughts, colors, you like about you. always try to get the best of yourself.
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