That's some Bull Shit! Right Der!

[darko_smurf]

Yeah, so I know that recently I haven't been writing in my lj. That was obvious. Today, I was tryin' to get some peaceful sleep, but to my surprise I was woken up. This isn't usually a bad thing, but when it is by someone that I really care about, and they are upset about things that were "said", it makes me really upset as well. I am upset mainly because people talk behind my back a lot, when I try not to do the same. I come from a small town, and I was under the impression that talking behind peoples back is a sign of betrayel, and loss of friendship. Hopefully I am wrong and that it is a sign that they care about me. Oh wait, I am right. They did betray me. I am sick of all this shit that is goin' on. If you all already don't know, I have been through a lot of shit lately. And yes, I know that I am not the only one that goes through hard times, but when it is the same shit over and over again, it pisses me off. Its not even by the same people either! It seems like everytime that I am about to be really happy, someone has to be there to stop that and ruin my life. I am sick of all of this shit! I am almost to the point of stopping all of this, and just go outside my building and meet peeps out there and try to find some friends that won't back stab me. That's all for now. Oh, and trust me, I will keep this updated on whats goin on. I am goin' to leave you with a thought: Be careful who you talk to, you are friends with, have trust in, and spend time with because most of the people that you do, are just backstabbing bitches anyway.

Lyrics:
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you